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while I'm not necessarily heavy on the thigh gap, I'm dying to have thin legs. I need my bones to show.

For those of you who use tiktok, do y'all know those videos of 'what I eat in a day'? Yeah, abt that. While I'm not a hater towards anyone in particular, I have a general thing where I'm wondering why ppl eat so much. Not necessarily their main meals (who can honestly look amazing and nutritious), but why do they need to eat every 2-3 hours? Why do ppl need to have breakfast at f.e. 8, have a snack at 9, another one at 11, then lunch at 12, another snack at like 3, dinner, and another snack before bed?

You don't rlly need all that in a day.

Not everyone will understand the relationship between a girl and seeing her ribs

Footage of my brain (2025, colorised):

Your waist is huge.

Look at that.

Ew…

People may like you but they will never truly accept you if you look like that.

I was pissing my bf off for the giggles, and he was like "yk I'm gonna go get lunch later, right? What if I eat your food before I get home."

He was obviously joking, but he doesn't know that I acc wouldn't mind lmao. An excuse to skip the meal

the fun part in an £d and being overweight is that I can lose somebody's entire weight and still be fine. People would congratulate me.

Maybe I won't be skinny as a stick this summer, but I sure will be thinner by my birthday. Watch me lose 30kg by then.

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Whys everyone so obsessed about food? If they just stop talking about it and insisting we go eat, I'd have an easier time losing weight

I literally stopped going to therapy in like, november, because I opened up to my therapist abt my relationship with food (it was starting to get bad), and she just pulled a "but food is good for you 🥺". Literally 5 to 10 mins later, it was the end of our session and she went "ok, do you want to book another appt, or would you rather contact me when you have something going on?"

I got so pissed by it that I haven't talked to her since. It wasn't even that but like another time when i mentioned i suspect being autistic, she just went "no, you can't be autistic. I think you're just a sensible girl who got traumatised."

Mf.

So I just didn't contact her since and decided I'll just help myself.