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I hate myself for struggling w/ a b.e.d. for so long and not trying to get better out of stubbornness

this!!! I often compare myself to others and can't hepl but get caught up in certain things i see online or w my friends. I still gotta remember that this is my journey and issue to deal with, and that the way someone else functions shouldn't decide mine

hey babes just wanted to say that you aren’t in a competition, actually you have an eating disorder which is a mental illness which is hard and sad and dangerous, and to maybe remember that and be kind to yourself even when you feel like you are failing at it okay because it’s not something you fail at and binging is just another symptom of your disordered relationship to food

eating under my cal limit >>>>>>

Things I'm looking forward to

Thin arms

Thin thighs

Smaller hips where you can feel my bones better instead of fat

Smaller belly

Slimmer face

Looking more elegant

Looking good in jeans

while I'm not necessarily heavy on the thigh gap, I'm dying to have thin legs. I need my bones to show.

I wish I was a bit thinner, a little bit quicker, a lil bit more balanced.

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people are so silly sometimes. They're talking how they want to lose weight but are triggered by the idea of eating less. You're literally meant to eat less calories one way or another.

I'm not saying you shouldn't eat a proper meal and stuff, but you can't tell me that watching what you eat/calories aren't literally an important factor. You shouldn't need to stuff your face constantly and eat 3K calories

Life is unfair. starve yourself or get over it

Whys everyone so obsessed about food? If they just stop talking about it and insisting we go eat, I'd have an easier time losing weight