While I'm Not Necessarily Heavy On The Thigh Gap, I'm Dying To Have Thin Legs. I Need My Bones To Show.

Hey gang, exams are coming up soon and I'm looking for some advice with restricting.

I want to be able to hang out with my friends and not feel self concious abt my rolls

I can't wait to be done w my exams so i can starve myself properly again

Things I'm looking forward to

Thin arms

Thin thighs

Smaller hips where you can feel my bones better instead of fat

Smaller belly

Slimmer face

Looking more elegant

Looking good in jeans

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the calories aren't worth it

Maybe I'm just balls deep into my £d but I don't get the hype of having 3 meals a day. I understand ppl who have it because they legit need it to function (esp while you're alr struggling w an £d and splitting your calories throughout the day works best for you), and ppl w/ a b.e.d. Finding comfort in food is a thing and I get it.

But otherwise... why are ppl so obsessed w/ eating? You don't constantly need to shove food in your mouth. You can just go on w/ your day, do whatever you have to do and eventually eat when you're actually, properly hungry.

I have a friend whose mom has been struggling with a4a all her life. She believes ppl shouldn't weigh above 50kg and would often make remarks on her friend's weight/look.

For those of you who don't know me, I'm objectively overweight. It's something I'm dealing with and working on, and joked once or twice that I was scared to go to her house, because of what her mom would say (true thing though, I just didn't want to make a big deal out of it or make her feel bad). She said it didn't really matter and not to listen to her mom, esp since it wouldn't be to my face.

Yesterday, we were talking about how my grandma wanted to see a pic of her and said she's pretty, and my friend said she hasn't showed any pic of me to her mom because she's scared of what her mom would say.

Cooked.

About me

Measurements

SW: 106kg

CW: 99kg

GW: 50kg

UGW: 45kg

Who am I?

Hi! I'm feather-wannabe :) I'm a 20 y/o uni student who struggles with an £d. My previous blog got deleted, so here am I. It lowk sucked cuz I got to around 1.2K followers and some mutuals (whose users I forgot ): ) but I'm sure that I'll make some new friends on here.

I post things here that I'm thinking of and it is not meant to have a negative influence on younger people. As you've seen others mention, please block instead of report. If you want to be mutuals/friends, I'm definitely down for that!

I love memes, writing, artist like Crystal Castles, Pastel Ghost and Billie Eilish and gaming! Welcome to my blog :)

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