Currently in exam season so i allow myself to eat more (i fear that getting a degree is more important than starving atm), but I'm still teaching myself to only eat when hungry and avoid snacking too much, esp on sugars. Since my fasts, my hunger has gone down and i feel less the need to eat as often. At least snacking, anyways. Like, yeah, i crave food but i have less the feeling like i'm hungry and NEED it, just simpky the idea of it that i can usually just get over.
I've been on and off fasting for 12 to 24 hours the past week and a half or so and low key, it's a vibe. I'm then more tolerant of what I eat, esp when I have one meal a day. My exams are starting on monday, so I might eat a bit more through the day (like, more than 1 meal).
As much as I love ana, I value my education more than anything.
"on today's episode of how fucked up is fucked up"
I wanna become so deep in the £d rabbithole that I can't function properly and people notice my weight loss
I want to get so thin and sickly looking that my mom stops enabling but makes me eat.
Maybe I won't be skinny as a stick this summer, but I sure will be thinner by my birthday. Watch me lose 30kg by then.
The feeling after fasting for 16 to 24 hours >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
I hate myself for struggling w/ a b.e.d. for so long and not trying to get better out of stubbornness
I wanna feel the bones in my body
If worrying abt my weight/body could burn calories >>>>>>>>>>
“starving yourself won’t make you happy”
sorry a girl just wants to wear her slutty little top and shorts