I've Been On And Off Fasting For 12 To 24 Hours The Past Week And A Half Or So And Low Key, It's A Vibe.

Stop trying to cheat your way out of a fast. The weight won't come off by itself

Chocolate covered strawberries >>>>

(I count about 30 cals per strawberry)

Convos w Arcane | Part 1

On my previous account, I once mentioned how my bf kept bringing up calories. He knew I was dealing with ana, so whenever we were gonna order dinner or whatever, he'd be like "oh, maybe not that food, I know you don't like too many calories." And stuff.

While I understand that he's autistic and might miss the cue of not bringing it up (and the fact that he said he wants to eat healthier), it still bothered me.

Ppl were rather upset in the comment section, saying I should "pick a side" seeing how "I have an £d but don't like it when my bf is enabling me." And how that person would love it to have a bf like that. My thing, however, is the following. I don't mind talking abt it, esp if you want to understand me/£ds better. However, I'd rather not hear from ppl (esp close to me) being up calories and all that when we go eat. I already think abt it constantly and it gets worse when I have to have a bigger meal w ppl, so I'd rather not hear it extra externally. It's genuinely exhausting as is.

"oh the thing that's on your mind non stop on your mind and affects so many parts of your life and the way you function? Reminder that it exists. :)"

What I find stupid is the amount of calories in sugar. While you can justify the amount of calories in a lot of foods (like oil) in one way or another, you can't really do that with sugar. It doesn't really have something nutritional in it like f.e. olive oil would. It's just making you fat for no reason.

25 things to do instead of binging

Cleaning your room

Arranging your wardrobe

Look at outfit inspos on Pinterest

Scroll through social media

Call a friend

Play a video game

Spend some time with your pet

Talk with your parents or siblings

Clear your phone gallery

Do one of those BuzzFeed quizzes

Wash your shoes

Go for a walk

Make a random wishlist

Study for school

Read a book

Drink water

Hang out with s friend

Take a nap

Draw something

Try origami

Watch a YouTube video

Watch a movie or series you've been post poning

Make a list of places you want to visit

Look online for decorations for your room

Make a new playlist

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I'm not saying that ppl who are naturally skinny don't have their own struggles, but you can't convince me that you don't have it easier than ppl with slower metabolisms.

No matter your size you deserve love, kindness, and recovery ❤️