If worrying abt my weight/body could burn calories >>>>>>>>>>
I wish I was a pickier eater
too bad I hate throwing up and i'm too much of a pussy to do it to myself
eating under my cal limit >>>>>>
what's the big deal with eating anyways. It's tasy, yeah, but why should my life revolve around it
Feeling like you're stuck in your body/brain
Feeling like this is some sort of dream you can't wake up from
Everything is overstimulating
Agoraphobia
Trouble sleeping
Not being able to function because you're so distracted by the feeling that nothing exists
"Am I really me? Is this body me?"
Overly anxious
Panic attacks
People thinking it's a funny quirky thing, not knowing it consumes every bit of you
using your phone or laptop as a distraction from existing
Feeling numb
Struggling with eye contact
Being restless in crowded places
Maybe I won't be skinny as a stick this summer, but I sure will be thinner by my birthday. Watch me lose 30kg by then.
I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin I need to be thin
I can't wait to be done w my exams so i can starve myself properly again
"on today's episode of how fucked up is fucked up"
I wanna become so deep in the £d rabbithole that I can't function properly and people notice my weight loss