“There are nights I cry so hard that my body aches and I shake and I have to put my head in the pillow so no one hears me. There are also nights I’m happy that you’re happy and I think everything happens for a reason. And there are also nights where I feel nothing at all. But there is never a night that you don’t cross my mind.”
I’m so tired of having to do this to myself. I feel so much emotional pain only physical pain can help.
TW: BLOOD AND SH
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Do you ever feel hollow and empty? Like the soul has been sucked out of you and there’s nothing left?
That’s how I’ve been feeling today, I just wanna be done. Part of me wants to fight and try to do good things for the world and make a change. But I’m just tired, I just wanna take a really long nap because I’m exhausted. I never get a break, and I feel like I’m on autopilot all the time.
Faxx 🌚🖤
:) 🖤
The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...
Last night was one of the worst. I just couldn’t stop crying cuz somebody close to me almost died. Thankfully everything turned out fine in the end but it really took a toll on me. I couldn’t sleep so I tried reading a book but that just made me cry more. Life is hard innit </3
why the fuck does it hurt so much in the shower