why the fuck does it hurt so much in the shower
People need to stop guilt tripping suicidal people. We feel enough guilt from our brain telling us what pieces of shit we are. Guilting us by saying we’re going to cause heart ache to those around us is unproductive. Instead of wanting me to stay alive due to your selfish reasons try and help me stay alive for myself. Just like cancer is part of the body attacking itself mental illness is the brain attacking the body and most of us who are suicidal or end up going through with it didn’t do so willingly. We lost a battle with our own brain. Please be kind and careful when talking to suicidal people like we try and be kind and careful to not hurt you with our feelings. We don’t want to hurt others. We are fighting within ourselves whether to release ourselves from such horrible pain or continue trotting on for the sake of others. We try our hardest. We’re not all successful. And while it’s heartbreaking when someone loses a battle to depression it isn’t their will or desire to hurt others. It’s this yearning to finally find inner peace, and it’s the body’s way of obtaining it.
21.05.2019 06.34
We’re supposed to be each other first thought in the morning, but mine is blood and yours is death.
#selfh4rm #cvts #s3lfh@rm #styrotwt #styrocvts #bl@des looking 4 mutuals:)
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Samee
haha so guess what i can’t go to the party on wednesday cause there’s already too many going so i’m just going to cry and cut myself all day bc i’m worthless trash that doesn’t deserve love hahahaha
Same
Cant remember how my arms look like unscarred. It feel like I always had them.
“I knew everything had changed when I looked into your eyes and saw every single lie you ever told, and watched you deny every last one.”
— Thanks dad for all the memories, I surly will never forget you