TW: BLOOD AND SH

i hate how much i’ve shared with people. i want to take everything back

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The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...

Me at night wondering how I fucked up my life so bad

This.

Never enough discipline. I never have myself under enough discipline to achieve what I want to achieve. 

I know I’m sick. I know I’m ‘fucked up in the head’. I know what is good for me and what is bad for me. 

At the exact same time, I don’t care. 

I don’t want to be healthy. I don’t want a perfect relationship. I don’t mind the hurting, the aching, the low expectations, the hunger, the hurt. I don’t mind it because it’s all I’ve ever known. 

TW SH

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BLOCK DONT REPORT PLEASE

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Faxx 🌚🖤

✨this✨

Is there really any meaning

to this thing we call living?

Tonight’s activities🍓