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Man, I'm a lucky ass witchbitch.

I never learned to take my time. When I finally sing for you, I will know what you overcame I will know you rewrote your game Your world will never be the same.

Her yact 🌜🌛 is in the harbour now

See if you can spot her

Another immigrant comin' up from her bottom

Her enemies try to destroy his rep, she forget herself but...

G YAMAZAWA – 1990 (Interlude) Lyrics | Genius Lyrics

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G YAMAZAWA – 1990 (Interlude)

[Chorus] / When I was a young boy, and I heard that bass kick / Then I heard that high hat, then I heard that tape deck / Spinnin' like the

If you build it, they will come.

And if they don't, at least you can pay some tricksters (read: marketing folkx 😏) to make them think they WANT to come here like it was their OWN idea.

I am NOT going to go down screaming FOR A NAP TIME I DIDN'T ASK FOR when you wouldn't let me sleep while I literally lit'rally lichrally litrelly lighterally was trying to figure out how to speak and finally

#cheshtakoro

#thaphorkhaba

#youjusthadtobebengali

#but that's okay if you don't get the joke because even though you don't/didn't need to I'll still hang out with you because I'm nice like that

Because that's what it's all about

I am ESL so I can't always communicate in a way that many of you find come very naturally to you. And I'm genuinely admirable of my self on the way my brain protects itself

I don't know if this will work for me, but as a friend to you who only wants to help hoist you out of the abyss you thought you were in alone, one of you accidentally slips because neither of you work out, and then you're both in the hole with no way of coming

My favourite pieces are the ones where I KNOW for a fact that I'll look back on years later not remembering what prompt I gave myself, and then being able to show it to someone who's really important to me at ✨ that time and no other time✨ and then we can improvise what I *possibly* meant at the

On learning to love and name my disabilities

And using my once-thought-of flaws (over-thinking/over-spending/over-doing/over-compensating/over-everything-etc.) Just because I have severe depression/anxiety/waiting on a possible diagnosis of bipolar disorder/am possibly experiencing a hypomanic episode/new diagnoses, who dis?

Doesn't mean I'm incapable/sometimes capable of dealing with them on my own. I never thought I could, so I rarely tried. at least with maximum effort from my magnificent brain and body.

I never hated myself but the doubt was always so severe and present in every part of my life, it became a friend that would also make self-deprecating jokes with/at/to me... So I learned to be as comfortably numb as possible.

But it wasn't enough. I was planning on applying to M.A.I.D. when it opened up it's criterion for possible mental health disorders, instead of just terminal/agonizing ones.

I know this hypomania (no matter how scary/uncomfortable it is making some) is exactly what I need right now and I will fucking fight for it.

Moving forward: Will continue trying to be mindful of my footprint moving forward as I start on this new journey.

And thank you to all the other আপাক্স out there!

Frozen dumb enough to stick my head in the oven when I felt like it was the right thing to do, and now I get to reward you with my idea of a good time.

Welcome to my graveyard.

Here lay the people I gave more than an iota of attention to.

Because I chose to.

Unfortunately, some people think I need them when I'm depressed.

Because I have lost my power so much. And now you have too.

Thank goodness for both of us, me the most 🤙🏽✌🏽

Excited to finally start living and enjoying the city it's meant to be enjoyed.

Hope you all finally find some piece and quiet here.

I have 🖤

My head is a lot less noisy without you.