Welcome To My Graveyard.

Thanks for always taking care of me by your method of I.C.U.

You looked me over and made me better and checked me out and send me on my way, and I lost my way. But then I found my way back to you, and for now that's everything.

I was gonna write more but Labrinth rips too hard so now I just wanna 🌬️ and bop.

Because I can't stop sweating funny thoughts

I just didn't know how much practice I got being sad for 20 years straight... No wonder I find myself funny you fuckin loser

You had no one else to compare to do it's not technically your fault.

But hey look on the bright side! You ended up on

Wahoo! Happy to be here.

Those other guys are nuts or have nuts, I forget.

Either way, oooooOoo spooky.

How people always said how it felt like dealing with someone as manic or exhausting as me. I see you JP. And now I'm going to start calling out as well. If I start getting annoyed. Stay out of my way and I'll stay out of yours and respect you and not talk shit because that's what I do. I'm not like either of you and I never will be.

Acceptance out of thinking you're exhausting because you're manic, I think you're exhausting to deal with because it's like talking to a wall because you have the depth of a millimeter and that's being kind. #quarks #gluons

I thought I was uncomfortable because I never felt cool enough around all of you. And now I realize I was uncomfortable because none of you felt like home. And now that I my own home. I might own snail. And as long as something cat is cosmic like your foot doesn't come down on me when I'm not expecting it, I've already been planning at my route because I saw you coming from a mile away.

You think you're slick, but there's no in hell you are slicker than a snail.

You think you're going to slither in?

Not into my life, not if I don't want you to.

And I'm writing fire because I feel fired

And because I know I'm writing this in the moment because that's all I need

Because normally I would be reading and re looking at my post over and over again to make sure I didn't sound like an idiot

But I forgot what I knew at 6:00. I'm not an idiot because I know exactly what I want

It's the adults that are fucking delusional

I was woke and Gen z before it even existed. Because the '90s were the best time in everyone was any generation they wanted to be without wanting to be any of them

Because the '90s knew they were the best because you could never beat them

And that's because you could never understand them like I could.

#SERIES: #On my thoughts #(in stereo+)

If words aren't your cuppa tea because I either type too fast and/or you read too slow, whatever works or doesn't 🤷🏽‍♀️

maybe these songs will put you in my right (and only right right now) headphone #typo headphones* but #headphonesisfunnyenough #for me to leave it in there for now #to see if it'll be a #callback #joke #iykyk #fatesphreaks #vampirefreaks #wasmyspace

or at least see why they sound like i upgraded from mono to surround

Because these songs speak to me in a way words never can. And some words deserve not to be spoken #enjoy the silence #wordscanbeviolent

and sometimes I'll explain exactly how i relate, and sometimes I'll be the one the construction guys across the street in Toronto (because everything's under construction here, including me) are laughing at.

Because they finally SEE me dancing like no one's watching. But I see them watching while I'm dancing. #whostherealwinner #itme #winwin #winsumdimsum

That is all this series will be when it starts. For now enjoy what I'm vibing with as I'm liking this.

Soon I will host a live Twitch stream since I know we always wish we could hang with each other, but x, a, b, pik ur poision, and variable, we can do it all! At least now you can hop on when I'm there, because I'm only turning my camera on when I welcome company and/or feel like I have something stupid/funny/smart/intelligent to say. Whatever you have to believe to make YOU feel safe. I'm finally building my own encampments in MY NEIGHBOURHOOD #fuck #nimbyism

Because I know where my parents came from, and I know which way the world is going, but only I know how I'm getting from A --> B. No matter if the world or my own daring kills me (survivor of 3 car crashes and eternal depression/anxiety/suicidal ideations/thoughts) me first.

At least when they audit me - my receipts will FINALLY fucking explain:

who i am

where i came from

where i wanted to go

where i ended up

who walked with me in [x] = ERA (mine tho)

picked up my language on DuoLingo when they have time/bandwidth

what I was consuming:

whether it be food:

love

anger

fear

heartbreak

hope

the lack thereof

when i had times of happiness

or not

when I was a good person

and #viceversace

I can keep writing like I'm running out my time

because I almost smashed my own hourglass

thankgod i didnt

bitch loves to bedazzle

because iyrk

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thx for sticking by

ur a warrior if you didn't know

You may see this like this because like my thoughts come in all shapes and sizes, so do all my soulmates.

#capitalizing #consciously #onmy #love #friends #art #goals #dreams #laughs #tears #etc.

I'm sorry I found abundance in myself and am carte blanching on my personally curated art gallery/cafe/print shop/safe space/community acupuncture clinic/hair+makeup+nail+curly+straight+gay+brown+white

Not everyone understood Basquiat's/Jimi/A.R. Rahman/[x] 's madness or genius when they were alive.

And then we spend the rest of their life admiring their lifeless work in a institution where they stole all of our best people and treasures. And we're supposed to say thank you and admit to you that we don't know what YOU think that art means. Because we finally figured out what our oppressors asked our ancestors.

and the rote memorization they made us perform #without #fucking #consent on top of performing as slaves in some for for every single one of them

Welp. I rage quit so. If YOU want. Keep looking at me looking at me.

But I'm the captain of my ship now, and u best get out the way #withrespect #leadingwithlove #andcurbstomps #press b for bawss-ome #iykyk #gow #xbox #gamer #gorl

I know when I'm stinky

People call you a smelly cat

And what I'm feeding you (because you heard that I sucked and just wanted to check in)

And I said that I only do things that make you happy even when I just wanna SCREAM

But I don't, because unlike you and everybody else with all of your letters and degrees and diplomas, of which I have a few myself. They are no longer the armor I wear when I present myself. Because what I have now is way better than anything anyone else could have ever taught me

I used to think I couldn't say that I went to the school of hard knocks, but I think almost going to the brim and then sometimes coming back is still worth talking about.

At the end of the day, it's obviously working for him (and fortunately for me too!) #winsum#dimsum

Because he's not only my soul cat-e and shadow,

But he's the cutie idiot that wakes me up purring to see me. Not for food maybe like your pet(s), but because my simple existence brings him so much joy that it literally pours out of him like my sweat, tears and words.

Cos he knows I love sitting in the sun as much as him

But cos he knows we're always #better together

#animal magnetism #samesame #butdifferent #strongertogether

It's good because now I'm getting high on own cosmic body

You said you never want to listen to a tiny dancer even when it came on in the car because it made you cry because it reminded. Did you have the last best something in your life. Which I won't mention because I'm dealing with this in my own way but there's things I need to keep private because I know it's the right thing to do and because I'm going to get really annoyed if I slip up because I'm tired, not because I'm an asshole. Because I'm not the asshole.

And defining you remix with a lot of new people adding to something old which made it so much better, or at least reminded everyone why they love the song in the first place so much.

Because to him at the time that he released it, it was everything.

I'm sad I missed his farewell tour because now I know I relate more to his troubles than you ever could imagine. Like every other celebrity and musician you look up to so much.

I think you hate that I really to them so much now and such a closer way. Or at least to me. Because I've always felt that you were a little shallow unfortunately. But I loved you anyways because I'm a loving person and you gave me something that I didn't think I deserved. And worse than that I didn't think I can get it myself because I was such a loser in so many ways in my life that I wanted to improve that.

But couldn't because I had no accountability.

You've always played easy

And I've always been stuck on hard mode

I praised you so you would play with me

But you never wanted to #literally

Figuratively

Too literally

Filled my pockets and wallet

Drain my laughs and made me think who you really are

Was my savioir

More like sanguine

I'm drained babe. Wish you well. Sorry you forgot this fun fact about me.

I may not be a doctor or have as many letters as my doctor or YOU

But men oh men

You both done diddly squat in it now on your own volition

Teabagging your own shit pretending like you shot me

I was always a better sniper/mage-type

You always chose different types

I played to my strength

"You're not supposed to play as yourself in games, you're supposed to play as who you wanna be cos it's your wonderland."

Guess what motherfucker,

I guess I want to be myself because I'm on my own fucking hero, the fantasy wasn't the person, the fantasy was all the stuff I could make and do in the game because I always knew the fastest and best and quickest way to get to the top, kill the bosses in a few hits and then start playing all over again and hard mode immediately.

That's me.

Right now I've seen the true you, and I wish it wasn't so. But I had to give up eggs for a reason, and Thank God I finally thought I could do it and follow through. And took accountability. Without trying to be too obnoxious of a vegan because I wasn't perfect but trying to be perfect because my vegan friend meant so much to me.

Nothing meant anything to you, Burr.

Your only consistent principle (The thing that you kept getting between us, I'm not going to say letting because if I didn't want it there it would not be there, I didn't because I cared about you and you couldn't communicate like me. But I still wanted to try talking language even though you were drifting apart for so long bracket). Thing was this whole time. I thought you were the one holding me up .

Just like I looked at the abyss wrong - upside down - and darker than I remember because I've been there so many times before.

(maybe because of you?)

I don't want to believe it.

Because you're a good man

You just continued this long enough to see yourself become my villain.

I told you the ball is in your court

You were standing up for yourself to the side facing away and hoping that people would sorted out themselves because you didn't want to deal with it. Because you didn't want to cuz you were too busy and important trying to run the world, but because

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