Fate-tumbles - Fate.streams

On Tumblr vs. Instagram

At least on Tumblr you have to traverse these woods with the most fucked up creatures ever know as TumBloods and they sound cute because your head is like

hey she just did another math problem, and I need to write the solution down b4 the pop quiz

On cargo pants and camera bags 🖤

On no longer knocking, because we think we speak:

Different languages

slightly fluent in each others

but the vibe remains the same same (but different)

And I know that as soon as that bass drops, we both:

Miss you Domino.

Sorry this week has been so cruel to us.

Can't wait to hold you in my arms again. And squeeze!

Hang in there buddy. I promise I'm coming home 🖤

I always thought I wanted to be the energizer bunny

Because I forgot I could always bigly outdick energy all over my "haterz" lol.

Just didn't think I'd have to use that horrible joke on you. But I guess you inspired it. So jokes on me. Just like you are. But I'm washing you off silently in my own stream away from this horrible city that you love more than me.

And now I won't feel crazy telling that to people because they'll just keep her reminding me of all the things you've bought me and all the things you've helped me do, because that's true. But it's also true that I was not for the last 5 years even though I thought I was the happiest and I was in a way because I was closest to my happiness than I'd been in a long time.

Just like you were to this but I never let you push my button

Because even though I hated the world, there were too many people and things in it even though I hate people and prefer animals. As we all know, I just have to make sure everyone knows again because that has never changed and never will sorry because people suck please read previous posts for contacts because I'm done giving it without people asking. Because they're going to think what they think. Anyways, and I'll never be able to cover every atom of my thought. Because every time I try people call me manic which is so funny to me because it makes them feel so small to me. I love it.

In the best part is I can't even help myself

But you push the button first. You've been created it. I just didn't see what you were doing behind my back. Because I trusted you so much, I gave you my fleshiest bits. Like cats. That's why they're the best. Because you can actually trust them. Because you can't trust them. And we both know that. At least now you do too.

Love getting my family's new generation into things that means so much to me.

You've always played easy

And I've always been stuck on hard mode

I praised you so you would play with me

But you never wanted to #literally

Figuratively

Too literally

Filled my pockets and wallet

Drain my laughs and made me think who you really are

Was my savioir

More like sanguine

I'm drained babe. Wish you well. Sorry you forgot this fun fact about me.

I may not be a doctor or have as many letters as my doctor or YOU

But men oh men

You both done diddly squat in it now on your own volition

Teabagging your own shit pretending like you shot me

I was always a better sniper/mage-type

You always chose different types

I played to my strength

"You're not supposed to play as yourself in games, you're supposed to play as who you wanna be cos it's your wonderland."

Guess what motherfucker,

I guess I want to be myself because I'm on my own fucking hero, the fantasy wasn't the person, the fantasy was all the stuff I could make and do in the game because I always knew the fastest and best and quickest way to get to the top, kill the bosses in a few hits and then start playing all over again and hard mode immediately.

That's me.

Right now I've seen the true you, and I wish it wasn't so. But I had to give up eggs for a reason, and Thank God I finally thought I could do it and follow through. And took accountability. Without trying to be too obnoxious of a vegan because I wasn't perfect but trying to be perfect because my vegan friend meant so much to me.

Nothing meant anything to you, Burr.

Your only consistent principle (The thing that you kept getting between us, I'm not going to say letting because if I didn't want it there it would not be there, I didn't because I cared about you and you couldn't communicate like me. But I still wanted to try talking language even though you were drifting apart for so long bracket). Thing was this whole time. I thought you were the one holding me up .

Just like I looked at the abyss wrong - upside down - and darker than I remember because I've been there so many times before.

(maybe because of you?)

I don't want to believe it.

Because you're a good man

You just continued this long enough to see yourself become my villain.

I told you the ball is in your court

You were standing up for yourself to the side facing away and hoping that people would sorted out themselves because you didn't want to deal with it. Because you didn't want to cuz you were too busy and important trying to run the world, but because

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And thank you to all the other আপাক্স out there!

Frozen dumb enough to stick my head in the oven when I felt like it was the right thing to do, and now I get to reward you with my idea of a good time.