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Some from last night and this morning. I have so much anger and sadness when he ignores me, blocks me, or puts me on dnd. I’ve went to his house when he does that but I’m trying to save myself. I don’t know where to put my suicidal/homicidal feelings. I’m prescribed my panic attack pills but it knocks me out so I can’t take it in the day. This has been the most beneficial since I started yet again. I’m hoping one day it’s deep enough
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The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...
Things I’m doing right now to stay alive
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Never mind.
This.
Maybe I self sabotage my life just so I can have a reason to end it all...
And in the end, maybe that's what I've wanted all along...
To end it...
Hit a little too close to home
They don't think I need help, but I'm scaring myself.
You want me to be happy? Put a gun to my head and pull the damn trigger.
really fucking hate the life that ive made for myself
Me
My mom: how can you still be tired?! You slept all day!
Me: *is not actually physically tired, just really tired of reality and living so I use sleep as an alternative to death*
Last night was one of the worst. I just couldn’t stop crying cuz somebody close to me almost died. Thankfully everything turned out fine in the end but it really took a toll on me. I couldn’t sleep so I tried reading a book but that just made me cry more. Life is hard innit </3
no offense but your struggle is valid no matter how many people have it worse than you
Faxx 🌚🖤
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