Hit a little too close to home
They don't think I need help, but I'm scaring myself.
“I want someone to see the dark parts of my mind. The messy, the scary, the destructive parts and still choose to stay.“
Torn between slicing myself to death and getting better.
never related so much.
My lil veins
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won’t end the pain
Bad Flower // Ghost
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This
Once I secure a way of k!lling myself I'm doing it. I can't take it anymore. I'm never a priority for anyone. I'm always expected to take care of everyone else's problems in my family and they never even try to help with mine. I have one friend and I feel like even he doesn't truly care how I feel. I have no one. I'm alone, like I've always been. I have no one to help me and I'm drowning. Hopefully I can just sl!t my wrists and be done with everything. It's not like I have anyone who truly cares about me anyway. I won't be missed, let alone remembered and that's somehow a comforting thought.