This.
Maybe I self sabotage my life just so I can have a reason to end it all...
And in the end, maybe that's what I've wanted all along...
To end it...
“No one has realized how unhappy I am…they haven’t noticed the dark inside my eyes”
- the suicide effect
It counts as self harm. If you scratch yourself on purpose but its only a red bulge it still counts as sled harm.
When I’m anxious I chew the skin on my fingers, sometimes it bleeds, sometimes it bleeds a lot. I can never quite figure out if it counts or not
My lil veins
“Now I know I have a heart, because it’s breaking”
-the wizard of Ozz
BAHAHAHAAAHAH ME
me at literally any minor inconvenience…
me: i want to kill myself
best friend: wtf?! why??
me: i spilled milk
best friend:…so clean it?
me: no, you don’t understand…i must die now
TW s3lf harm
One month clean... I have first therapy today and i'm stressed out
Sorry I haven’t been active in a while🖤
I wish it was that easy💔