Me

Relapsed

I relapsed today. I was almost a week clean. I relapsed for a stupid peice of shit who doesn't give a fuck and can never understand me but I expect them to do so. I'm such an idiot. I keep getting myself hurt

“Now I know I have a heart, because it’s breaking”

-the wizard of Ozz

Things I’m doing right now to stay alive

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Never mind.

I don’t want to hurt them

I never did

Do you still think about people from your past

Yes bitch, I’m traumatized

TW s3lf harm

One month clean... I have first therapy today and i'm stressed out

Ok but same.

sometimes i wish my scars on my left arm where much “worse”. Cause now my mom knows i sh and she would notice new scars. sh on other places never gives me the same release as on my left arm and I hate it.