If words aren't your cuppa tea because I either type too fast and/or you read too slow, whatever works or doesn't 🤷🏽♀️
maybe these songs will put you in my right (and only right right now) headphone #typo headphones* but #headphonesisfunnyenough #for me to leave it in there for now #to see if it'll be a #callback #joke #iykyk #fatesphreaks #vampirefreaks #wasmyspace
or at least see why they sound like i upgraded from mono to surround
Because these songs speak to me in a way words never can. And some words deserve not to be spoken #enjoy the silence #wordscanbeviolent
and sometimes I'll explain exactly how i relate, and sometimes I'll be the one the construction guys across the street in Toronto (because everything's under construction here, including me) are laughing at.
Because they finally SEE me dancing like no one's watching. But I see them watching while I'm dancing. #whostherealwinner #itme #winwin #winsumdimsum
That is all this series will be when it starts. For now enjoy what I'm vibing with as I'm liking this.
Soon I will host a live Twitch stream since I know we always wish we could hang with each other, but x, a, b, pik ur poision, and variable, we can do it all! At least now you can hop on when I'm there, because I'm only turning my camera on when I welcome company and/or feel like I have something stupid/funny/smart/intelligent to say. Whatever you have to believe to make YOU feel safe. I'm finally building my own encampments in MY NEIGHBOURHOOD #fuck #nimbyism
Because I know where my parents came from, and I know which way the world is going, but only I know how I'm getting from A --> B. No matter if the world or my own daring kills me (survivor of 3 car crashes and eternal depression/anxiety/suicidal ideations/thoughts) me first.
At least when they audit me - my receipts will FINALLY fucking explain:
who i am
where i came from
where i wanted to go
where i ended up
who walked with me in [x] = ERA (mine tho)
picked up my language on DuoLingo when they have time/bandwidth
what I was consuming:
whether it be food:
love
anger
fear
heartbreak
hope
the lack thereof
when i had times of happiness
or not
when I was a good person
and #viceversace
I can keep writing like I'm running out my time
because I almost smashed my own hourglass
thankgod i didnt
bitch loves to bedazzle
because iyrk
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thx for sticking by
ur a warrior if you didn't know
You may see this like this because like my thoughts come in all shapes and sizes, so do all my soulmates.
#capitalizing #consciously #onmy #love #friends #art #goals #dreams #laughs #tears #etc.
I'm sorry I found abundance in myself and am carte blanching on my personally curated art gallery/cafe/print shop/safe space/community acupuncture clinic/hair+makeup+nail+curly+straight+gay+brown+white
Not everyone understood Basquiat's/Jimi/A.R. Rahman/[x] 's madness or genius when they were alive.
And then we spend the rest of their life admiring their lifeless work in a institution where they stole all of our best people and treasures. And we're supposed to say thank you and admit to you that we don't know what YOU think that art means. Because we finally figured out what our oppressors asked our ancestors.
and the rote memorization they made us perform #without #fucking #consent on top of performing as slaves in some for for every single one of them
Welp. I rage quit so. If YOU want. Keep looking at me looking at me.
But I'm the captain of my ship now, and u best get out the way #withrespect #leadingwithlove #andcurbstomps #press b for bawss-ome #iykyk #gow #xbox #gamer #gorl
I always thought I wanted to be the energizer bunny
Because I forgot I could always bigly outdick energy all over my "haterz" lol.
Just didn't think I'd have to use that horrible joke on you. But I guess you inspired it. So jokes on me. Just like you are. But I'm washing you off silently in my own stream away from this horrible city that you love more than me.
And now I won't feel crazy telling that to people because they'll just keep her reminding me of all the things you've bought me and all the things you've helped me do, because that's true. But it's also true that I was not for the last 5 years even though I thought I was the happiest and I was in a way because I was closest to my happiness than I'd been in a long time.
Just like you were to this but I never let you push my button
Because even though I hated the world, there were too many people and things in it even though I hate people and prefer animals. As we all know, I just have to make sure everyone knows again because that has never changed and never will sorry because people suck please read previous posts for contacts because I'm done giving it without people asking. Because they're going to think what they think. Anyways, and I'll never be able to cover every atom of my thought. Because every time I try people call me manic which is so funny to me because it makes them feel so small to me. I love it.
In the best part is I can't even help myself
But you push the button first. You've been created it. I just didn't see what you were doing behind my back. Because I trusted you so much, I gave you my fleshiest bits. Like cats. That's why they're the best. Because you can actually trust them. Because you can't trust them. And we both know that. At least now you do too.
Thanks for always taking care of me by your method of I.C.U.
You looked me over and made me better and checked me out and send me on my way, and I lost my way. But then I found my way back to you, and for now that's everything.
Things that I hated to do and songs that I hated to listen to. Because I was trying on all your glasses since I lost my black sheep patch on the jean jacket And I realized I was seeing the world all wrong those are cool shades bb - but not my vibe I relate more to you (right now) - but I hope I can relate to you more (when we're ready). #contextmatter #allcontextsmatter #because that's how we're gonna avoid:
On no more free labour in my life (no friends + fam discount for myself
Capricorn + Fate = G.O.A.T.
G.O.A.T. = [insert MYMINEMINE x variable(s) here]
You can think I'm making up being THE Capricorn = I must be THE G.O.A.T.
#practicing cancel culture #safely and continuously #consent is sexy #I finally let myself be happy #forME #andmystans #and simps #and etc. @u-all, I c u + <3 u all
[MIGHT LOOK CONFUSING LIKE MATH LOOKS TO ME, BUT ONCE YOU FIGURE OUT MY CODING LANGUAGE I PROMISE IT'LL BE MORE MUTUALLY PLEASUREABLE].
#prolific #dontbelieveme? #dontcare #I've always held onto every single receipt and box and product that ever came into my home #because #the person who sold it to me 20 years ago
#who didnt know they sold a faulty item #so it's not their fault #they were just trying to get by #and feed their families #but sometimes lost their souls #worksinprogress
#but now I realize how fucked up it was in MY world b4 #and how easy it is to fix now that I have #CHEATCODES BITCH #chatgpt #imnotgoogling #4uanymore #nomoredrama #no more free labour #butall the MJB #inmylife
#myonlyfan(s) #itme #butthiscouldbeus #powerthuadruples #🌜🌚🌕🌛
Sometimes the tax man is your best friend, and sometimes they're a Capricorn like me which can be scary if we come-a-knockin'.
I don't know zodiac thingies but there IS one and the only thing I take away from it because it's the thing gives me POWER.
Because zodiacs rarely tell you to go die because you suck and probably was supposed to be something better but unfortunately you're a sag chaos demon but hey
Even chaos demons are antiheros to someone.
*NTS - google Deadpool's birth chart and send it to Ady
Welcome to my graveyard.
Here lay the people I gave more than an iota of attention to.
Because I chose to.
Unfortunately, some people think I need them when I'm depressed.
Because I have lost my power so much. And now you have too.
Thank goodness for both of us, me the most 🤙🏽✌🏽
Excited to finally start living and enjoying the city it's meant to be enjoyed.
Hope you all finally find some piece and quiet here.
I have 🖤
My head is a lot less noisy without you.
If you build it, they will come.
And if they don't, at least you can pay some tricksters (read: marketing folkx 😏) to make them think they WANT to come here like it was their OWN idea.
her consciousness consciously (daaaayyum!) you don't get it because it's not for you 🌚🌝 maybe yet, maybe never #ilovemyselftoday #notlikeyesterday #butevery1swelcome, FATE: Unfiltered and unedited like VPR Reunions on Peacock #you know what you signed up for "no bullies allowed"
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