I Wanted (had To) To Keep Him In The Box, Locked With Many ... Many ... Locks Until IDK The Right Moment

Detail of the Snakes from Caravaggio’s Head of Medusa ca. 1596

Wᴏʀᴅs ᴀʀᴇ, ɪɴ ᴍʏ ɴᴏᴛ sᴏ ʜᴜᴍʙʟᴇ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ, ᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴏsᴛ ɪɴᴇxʜᴀᴜsᴛɪʙʟᴇ sᴏᴜʀᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴀɢɪᴄ, ᴄᴀᴘᴀʙʟᴇ ᴏғ ʙᴏᴛʜ ɪɴғʟᴜᴇɴᴄɪɴɢ ɪɴᴊᴜʀʏ, ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴅʏɪɴɢ ɪᴛ.

For no particular reason someone distantly stared at one of {older} Black's tattoos.

The grey entity's stare was as intense as any other personage's hiding behind the facade of the shadows. Where streaks of eyelashes would shut firmly during an instant moment, the austere exhale of air (accumulated in his cheek) would melt away any hint of tension on his visage. Subconsciously his palm tracked the pierced epidermis in absent rub over the area of the anonymous focus. Sirius could clearly feel where that stare aimed.

The left side of his neck. It carried something; a symbol carved in the flesh.

“ If you're staring at /THIS/ and even plan to ask about it, ” he quickly assumed whilst pointing digit at the tattoo, “ don't expect any good stories coming your way. That day I had more booze in me than I dare to remember. All about it; blackout. ”

It sounded convincing, didn't it? Maybe, or very likely -- not. Sounding like if he just remembered one of adventures during days of his youth. However, what Sirius brought up in a small cascade of harmless lie had a story much dreadful behind the markings of his tortured body. One thing never changed with elder Black, and that is -the urge to act a bit bratty whenever questioned about some of his bad experiences.

What if -- /no/. Graves (en-Grindelwaldened ) ticks strong in my eye so there's -whispers- a treat he might periodically pop here and there.

Tag dump (ignore).

REMUS: :ㅤ𝑀𝑟.ㅤ( 𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐘 )ㅤ 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 … :ㅤ𝑀𝑟.ㅤ( 𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐘 )ㅤ 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 … / 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 :ㅤ[…]ㅤㅤ⌜musings / visual⌟ㅤㅤ𝛤𝜀𝑚𝜇𝑠 mischief management :ㅤRemus reacted.

JAMES: :ㅤ𝑀𝑟.ㅤ( 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒 )ㅤ𝑎𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝘩 𝑀𝑟. 𝑀𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑦 … :ㅤ𝑀𝑟.ㅤ( 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒 )ㅤ𝑎𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝘩 𝑀𝑟. 𝑀𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑦 … / 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 :ㅤ[…]ㅤㅤ⌜musings / visual⌟ㅤㅤ𝐽𝛼𝑚𝜀𝑠 mischief management :ㅤJames reacted.

SIRIUS: :ㅤ𝑀𝑟.ㅤ( 𝐏𝐀𝐃𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐓 )ㅤ𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟 … :ㅤ𝑀𝑟.ㅤ( 𝐏𝐀𝐃𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐓 )ㅤ𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟 … / 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 :ㅤ[…]ㅤㅤ⌜musings / visual⌟ㅤㅤ𝑆𝜄𝑟𝜄𝜇𝑠 mischief management :ㅤSirius reacted.

ㅤ𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑡 ㅤ𝐻𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊 ❜

:ㅤℎ𝑖𝑚 … 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑙𝜎𝜎𝜕ㅤ☍ㅤ( 𝑅𝑒𝑔𝑢𝑙𝑢𝑠 )ㅤㅤ

PETER: :ㅤ𝑀𝑟.ㅤ( 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋 )ㅤ𝑏𝑖𝑑𝑠 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑓𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑜𝑟 𝑆𝑛𝑎𝑝𝑒 … :ㅤ𝑀𝑟.ㅤ( 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋 )ㅤ𝑏𝑖𝑑𝑠 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑓𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑜𝑟 𝑆𝑛𝑎𝑝𝑒 … / 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 :ㅤ[…]ㅤㅤ⌜musings / visual⌟ㅤㅤ𝑃𝜀𝜏𝜀𝑟 mischief management :ㅤPeter reacted.

ERA: Marauders: *ㅤ𝑀𝑖𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑒𝑓 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑑ㅤ[ 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐞𝐫𝐚 ]

HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN (2004)

                                —  I  WANT  TO  COME  HOME

independent harry potter multimuse featuring credence barebone of fantastic beasts, penned by grey  (they/them ; 26), follows back from roleplay hub greyhovse, CARRD

»  ━━  𝐉𝐎𝐒𝐇𝐔𝐀 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐓𝐓 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒.

lyrics  pulled  from  joshua  bassett’s  trilogy  of  songs.  please  amend  wording  or  pronouns  where  necessary.

𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐒.

“  my label said to never waste a crisis.  ”

“  here i am, guitar in hand.  ”

“  honestly, i didn’t want to write this.  ”

“  if you get to tell your truth then so do i.  ”

“  it’s cool if you want me to play the bad guy.  ”

“  don’t you dare act like i didn’t love you.  ”

“  don’t go thinking that i didn’t hurt too.  ”

“  don’t you ever wonder if i’m okay after all you put me through ?  ”

“  half the shit you’re saying is only half true.  ”

“  you’re messing with my life as a career move.  ”

“  i can’t help but wonder why you won’t make it end.  ”

“  i guess you would never dare to waste a crisis.  ”

“  what the hell am i supposed to do with that ?  ”

“  i wish that i could open my eyes and the nightmare be over.  ”

“  keep fanning the fire for the headlines.  ”

“  weren’t you the one who left in the first place ?  ”

“  weren’t you the one who called things off ?  ”

“  was it an act to love me ?  ”

“  was it an act to hate me ?  ”

𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓.

“  i pulled into your driveway again.  ”

“  we kissed, but it felt different.  ”

“  i should have seen it coming then.  ”

“  you swore that you only had a crush.  ”

“  you told me that you would cut him off.  ”

“  my friends all warned me i should run for the hills, but i defended you still.  ”

“  because i knew rumours could kill.  ”

“  your secret is safe with me.  ”

“  oh you don’t even know i know.  ”

“  don’t worry because i’m keeping my mouth closed.  ”

“  how could you be so cold ?  ”

“   i really hope you had your fun.  ”

“  good for you fooling everyone.  ”

“  you had me tricked for sixteen months.  ”

“  your smoke and mirrors had me hypnotized.  ”

“  i heard the truth last night.  ”

“  when  your woe is me stops working, i bet your songs won’t sound the same.  ”

“  the truth you can’t dent, it changed everything.  ”

“  you can’t hide behind what’s clear as dare.  ” 

𝐒𝐄𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄.

“  i don’t know what i did to deserve all this.  ”

“  i don’t want to be rude or on the defensive.  ”

“  but i’ve been through it too.  ”

“  i know you feel used.  ”

“  i know you’ve been hurt.  ”

“  anything i did to make you feel worse, i’d take it back if i could.  ”

“  nothing i say will ease the pain.  ”

“  why must i hurt for you to feel okay ?  ”

“  you don’t get to take all of me.  ”

“  set me free.  ”

“  i don’t need your apology.  ”

“  i don’t recognise you, not anymore.  ”

“  you’re not the love that i fell for.  ”

“  i’ve been running away.  ”

“  i’ve been facing my fears.  ”

“  it’s been a fucking year.  ”

“  i’ve been doing my time, i’ve been working on me.  ”

“  i wasn’t sure i’d survive.  ”

“  i’ve never felt so weak.  ”

“  i hope you know i still care about you dearly.  ”

“  i’ve got to lock the door and throw away the key.  ”

“  i won’t never let you hurt me how you hurt me again.  ”

who do you think Sirius had healthy relationships in his family?

The healthiest relationship Sirius had with ( from his entire family ) was: cousin Andromeda and uncle Alphard. Surprisingly, or not so those from the Black family who ended up marrying a Muggle-born seemed like the only normal people. Their only crime against the family was the capability of love, fondness, and compassion for anything different than themselves. It was obviously already too much, so we know that things like marrying anyone whose blood is impure and being sorted in Gryffindor are a total catastrophe.

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𝐈. ) ᅠANDROMEDA While being cousins and close by age, the two would often exchange the looks of silent agonies towards each other amidst traditional family festivities where their parents obviously glorified their supremacist soire. The two would quite often share secrets with each other about their tripping in the muggle world among a few laughs. If there was someone who wouldn't judge Andromeda's sympathies toward Tonks it would be Sirius.

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𝐈𝐈. ) ᅠALPHARD The only adult Sirius could lean on for support. It couldn't be his father for obvious reasons. Young Sirius couldn't spend as much time as he wanted with him because his parents feared Alphard was already enough of a bad example, and his infectious habits would only worsen Sirius' image in society. In fact he was the first and most responsible inspiration. We know how Alphard ended, posthumously disowned all thanks to Walburga's effort, leaving Sirius under the impression that it happened thanks to the charity gesture towards him. I believe it wasn't just a decent amount but well - a lot. A crucial moment that provided him the right aid to not be dependent on Potters and ruin his family's expectations, for his defeated return from utter despair to the place where he wouldn't be accepted regardless, and that would humiliate him even further.

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𝐈𝐈𝐈 . ) ᅠREGULUS Regulus? Regulus ... the question mark remains there for a reason. While Sirius and Regulus shared the same noble lineage as members of the ancient and most pure-blooded House of Black, the two brothers could not have been more different in their temperaments and ideals. There were a few bright moments, but their relationship could not be considered healthy, no, but it was ... less tensed than with his parents, at least. Sirius was semi-aware of Regulus' good consciousness, but he couldn't forgive him for its deliberate suffocation.

Regulus, on the other hand, was Sirius' polar opposite in nearly every regard. The younger brother was a dutiful son, obedient and eager to please his family's elitist pure-blood mania. Where Sirius was a trouble-making non-conformist, Regulus was a stickler for rules and tradition. In appearance, manner and conviction, the two siblings were as different as night and day - one a shining star who refused to be constrained, the other a shadow who sought belonging within the confines of his family's rigid ideology. The chasm between them was wide and unbridgeable, a testament to the vastly divergent paths an upbringing can set for two brothers.

MUSE list.

MAIN:

▫ Sirius Black ㅤ( main: active ) ㅤmarauders era & golden trio ▫ James Potter ㅤ( secondary: active ) ㅤmarauders era & AUs ▫ Remus Lupin ㅤ( rare: semi - active ) ㅤmarauders era & golden trio ▫ Peter Pettigrewㅤ( rare: semi - inactive ) ㅤmarauders era & golden trio

REQUEST ONLY:

▫ Scabior. ▫ Fenrir Greyback. ▫ Severus Snape. ▫ Lucius Malfoy. ▫ Rodolphus Lestrange. ▫ Igor Karkaroff. ▫ Eileen Prince.

FBAWTFT:

▫ Aberforth Dumbledore.

▫ Credence Barebone.

▫ Leta Lestrange.

▫ Percival Graves.