» ━━ 𝐉𝐎𝐒𝐇𝐔𝐀 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐓𝐓 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒.
lyrics pulled from joshua bassett’s trilogy of songs. please amend wording or pronouns where necessary.
𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐒.
“ my label said to never waste a crisis. ”
“ here i am, guitar in hand. ”
“ honestly, i didn’t want to write this. ”
“ if you get to tell your truth then so do i. ”
“ it’s cool if you want me to play the bad guy. ”
“ don’t you dare act like i didn’t love you. ”
“ don’t go thinking that i didn’t hurt too. ”
“ don’t you ever wonder if i’m okay after all you put me through ? ”
“ half the shit you’re saying is only half true. ”
“ you’re messing with my life as a career move. ”
“ i can’t help but wonder why you won’t make it end. ”
“ i guess you would never dare to waste a crisis. ”
“ what the hell am i supposed to do with that ? ”
“ i wish that i could open my eyes and the nightmare be over. ”
“ keep fanning the fire for the headlines. ”
“ weren’t you the one who left in the first place ? ”
“ weren’t you the one who called things off ? ”
“ was it an act to love me ? ”
“ was it an act to hate me ? ”
𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓.
“ i pulled into your driveway again. ”
“ we kissed, but it felt different. ”
“ i should have seen it coming then. ”
“ you swore that you only had a crush. ”
“ you told me that you would cut him off. ”
“ my friends all warned me i should run for the hills, but i defended you still. ”
“ because i knew rumours could kill. ”
“ your secret is safe with me. ”
“ oh you don’t even know i know. ”
“ don’t worry because i’m keeping my mouth closed. ”
“ how could you be so cold ? ”
“ i really hope you had your fun. ”
“ good for you fooling everyone. ”
“ you had me tricked for sixteen months. ”
“ your smoke and mirrors had me hypnotized. ”
“ i heard the truth last night. ”
“ when your woe is me stops working, i bet your songs won’t sound the same. ”
“ the truth you can’t dent, it changed everything. ”
“ you can’t hide behind what’s clear as dare. ”
𝐒𝐄𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄.
“ i don’t know what i did to deserve all this. ”
“ i don’t want to be rude or on the defensive. ”
“ but i’ve been through it too. ”
“ i know you feel used. ”
“ i know you’ve been hurt. ”
“ anything i did to make you feel worse, i’d take it back if i could. ”
“ nothing i say will ease the pain. ”
“ why must i hurt for you to feel okay ? ”
“ you don’t get to take all of me. ”
“ set me free. ”
“ i don’t need your apology. ”
“ i don’t recognise you, not anymore. ”
“ you’re not the love that i fell for. ”
“ i’ve been running away. ”
“ i’ve been facing my fears. ”
“ it’s been a fucking year. ”
“ i’ve been doing my time, i’ve been working on me. ”
“ i wasn’t sure i’d survive. ”
“ i’ve never felt so weak. ”
“ i hope you know i still care about you dearly. ”
“ i’ve got to lock the door and throw away the key. ”
“ i won’t never let you hurt me how you hurt me again. ”
❪ 𝕲. ❫ come , my brothers and sisters ! this is a 𝒘𝒂𝒓 ────── against muggles . • a selective blog for 𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐓 𝐆𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐃 of fantastic beasts . written and hated by 𝓷𝓪𝓼𝓼𝔂.
#BETRAYUR ✦ indep. canon divergent REGULUS ARCTURUS BLACK written dangerously by elle - 25+ [ anti-jkr ]
✦ ❝ I know I will be dead long before you read this but I want you to know that it was I who discovered your secret . . . ❞
“ i wish that i could open my eyes and the nightmare be over. ” (sirius)
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓:ㅤ𝐉𝐎𝐒𝐇𝐔𝐀 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐓𝐓 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐘 ㅤ( & accepting )
A soothingly familiar voice responded in return to her worries like a gentle breeze, “ But it's a nice a feeling when you open them and realize that the nightmare only stays a nightmare, was never real, and that you're elsewhere and safe. ”
To Amelia's surprise, it was her 'favorite' flea bag manifested in full grace. The smile fixing subtly grown mustache could be considered the calmest she ever witnessed on him.
As someone who struggled with the nightmarish states of his imprisonment and was unfortunately still coping with the aftermath, Sirius was the last person who would give her advices about blatant ignorance. He joined her maze-less wandering with a sigh. “ We all wish for this nightmare to be over soon ... but patience isn't your strongest side. You, unfortunately, share this trait with your father and me. Heh, wish we had something more rewarding for you than that. ”
And after all those years, he knows how to complicate things; intensely.
“ Well, well — , ” obnoxiously low tittering lengthened what was supposed to be 'announcement' of someone's presence, “ look who the cat dragged in! ”
MUSE list.
MAIN:
▫ Sirius Black ㅤ( main: active ) ㅤmarauders era & golden trio ▫ James Potter ㅤ( secondary: active ) ㅤmarauders era & AUs ▫ Remus Lupin ㅤ( rare: semi - active ) ㅤmarauders era & golden trio ▫ Peter Pettigrewㅤ( rare: semi - inactive ) ㅤmarauders era & golden trio
REQUEST ONLY:
▫ Scabior. ▫ Fenrir Greyback. ▫ Severus Snape. ▫ Lucius Malfoy. ▫ Rodolphus Lestrange. ▫ Igor Karkaroff. ▫ Eileen Prince.
FBAWTFT:
▫ Aberforth Dumbledore.
▫ Credence Barebone.
▫ Leta Lestrange.
▫ Percival Graves.
who do you think Sirius had healthy relationships in his family?
The healthiest relationship Sirius had with ( from his entire family ) was: cousin Andromeda and uncle Alphard. Surprisingly, or not so those from the Black family who ended up marrying a Muggle-born seemed like the only normal people. Their only crime against the family was the capability of love, fondness, and compassion for anything different than themselves. It was obviously already too much, so we know that things like marrying anyone whose blood is impure and being sorted in Gryffindor are a total catastrophe.
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𝐈. ) ᅠANDROMEDA While being cousins and close by age, the two would often exchange the looks of silent agonies towards each other amidst traditional family festivities where their parents obviously glorified their supremacist soire. The two would quite often share secrets with each other about their tripping in the muggle world among a few laughs. If there was someone who wouldn't judge Andromeda's sympathies toward Tonks it would be Sirius.
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𝐈𝐈. ) ᅠALPHARD The only adult Sirius could lean on for support. It couldn't be his father for obvious reasons. Young Sirius couldn't spend as much time as he wanted with him because his parents feared Alphard was already enough of a bad example, and his infectious habits would only worsen Sirius' image in society. In fact he was the first and most responsible inspiration. We know how Alphard ended, posthumously disowned all thanks to Walburga's effort, leaving Sirius under the impression that it happened thanks to the charity gesture towards him. I believe it wasn't just a decent amount but well - a lot. A crucial moment that provided him the right aid to not be dependent on Potters and ruin his family's expectations, for his defeated return from utter despair to the place where he wouldn't be accepted regardless, and that would humiliate him even further.
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𝐈𝐈𝐈 . ) ᅠREGULUS Regulus? Regulus ... the question mark remains there for a reason. While Sirius and Regulus shared the same noble lineage as members of the ancient and most pure-blooded House of Black, the two brothers could not have been more different in their temperaments and ideals. There were a few bright moments, but their relationship could not be considered healthy, no, but it was ... less tensed than with his parents, at least. Sirius was semi-aware of Regulus' good consciousness, but he couldn't forgive him for its deliberate suffocation.
Regulus, on the other hand, was Sirius' polar opposite in nearly every regard. The younger brother was a dutiful son, obedient and eager to please his family's elitist pure-blood mania. Where Sirius was a trouble-making non-conformist, Regulus was a stickler for rules and tradition. In appearance, manner and conviction, the two siblings were as different as night and day - one a shining star who refused to be constrained, the other a shadow who sought belonging within the confines of his family's rigid ideology. The chasm between them was wide and unbridgeable, a testament to the vastly divergent paths an upbringing can set for two brothers.
ᅠMessrs. Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot, andᅠ𝕻𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒. ᅠ[ ... ]
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JAMES POTTER. Date of birth: 27 March 1960 Gender: male Sexuality: pansexual (male lean) Blood status: pure blood House: Gryffindor Hair color: jet black Eye color: hazel Species: human Patronus: stag Wand: 11’, cobweb pattern, mahogany , Dragon heartstring
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Additional note from writer :
Please, I am not a James x Lily shipper, it is very unlikely for me to openly write it { regardless of me hyping and discussing fan theories of the ship }. I do follow the major plot of him being enamored with Lily Evans. In the end, he decides to settle down and marry her before his death. If I’m going to interact w / any I wouldn’t like to be a heart-breaker. ᅠ
VERSES & AUs:
SURVIVED! : aged james, managed to survive the attack of voldemort. lily was killed, harry growing up with dursleys. living in the shadows, he continues to secretly protect his son. (developing) PORTRAIT! : james’ portrait hangs in hogwarts castle in the quidditch trophy section. constantly annoying snape every time he passed around him. the haunting spirit lives on. (developing) DARK SIDE! : what would happen if he chose the dark side beside voldemort instead, along with peter? as a deatheater, he would really unleash his sadistic side without any shame. (developing) ANOTHER REALITY! : james’s family escaped the house before voldemort’s arrival. auror profession! harry grew up in a happy family where both of his parents lived. (developing) I portray both versions Marauder school era {last year before graduation} & aged James.
❝ — 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 call me 𝐂𝐎𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃 ! ❞
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CARRD.
( this blog is anti-jkr. )
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