Alfk - Untitled

i got a thing for pushing people away when im at my lowest

i just want to cry in the dark and hurt myself alone

I wish I would close my eyes and never wake up.

🥺😭

The only reality where I'm happy is a reality where I'm dead, gone from this earth.

A reality where I'm never born.

Everything would be so much better.

just because i carry it so well… doesn’t mean it’s not heavy…

I don’t want help. I don’t want to feel better. I want to fucking end it all.

im so fucking useless

I wonder how it feels like to be smones priority.

Wanna know how it feels to be truly loved by smone, my "idc" attitude isn't helping anm.