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no matter how awesome things happen to me i always fall back right into the exact same fucking loop and i feel like shit and isolate

Why do I always ruin everything?

All I want is for someone to understand me

For someone to love me for who I am

And for someone to take care of me

“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan

I feel like I have to try harder than everyone else to simply live, and it doesn't have to be that way. but it is. why is it harder on me?

Sorry for being so angry all the time

I feel like I keep doing everything wrong

- j (x)