I Don’t Want Help. I Don’t Want To Feel Better. I Want To Fucking End It All.

I'm so tired of trying, I just want it all to be over already

if you wake up one day and i’m gone, forget me. i’m not worth it.

I hope my daughter never feels this pain. I hope she knows how hard her mom fought to stay alive for her.

I feel like I keep doing everything wrong

“People think being alone makes you lonely, but I don’t think that’s true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.”

— Unknown (via thoughtkick)

no matter how awesome things happen to me i always fall back right into the exact same fucking loop and i feel like shit and isolate

Why is it so hard to listen to your brain and not your heart? It literally tries to give you warning after warning- and then you’re hurt when what it thought was going to happen, happens.