alfk

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sorry that i am not enough to anyone

Sorry for being so angry all the time

I feel like I keep doing everything wrong

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Frida Kahlo, from a letter written in 1934, featured in "The Letters of Frida Kahlo,"

- j (x)

I hope my daughter never feels this pain. I hope she knows how hard her mom fought to stay alive for her.

I don’t want to cry anymore

Overthinking will not only kill your mind, but also your heart, your soul, your mood, your magic and your love. It is the most subtle yet most effective form of self-destruction.

if you loved me, why did you hurt me so bad?

Wanting to be comforted by the person who hurt you is a different type of pain..

no matter how awesome things happen to me i always fall back right into the exact same fucking loop and i feel like shit and isolate

just because i carry it so well… doesn’t mean it’s not heavy…

i hope my absence gives you the peace my love never could

- dee

im so fucking useless

The only reality where I'm happy is a reality where I'm dead, gone from this earth.

A reality where I'm never born.

Everything would be so much better.

is it normal for people to forget about me this easily?

Why do I always ruin everything?

All I want is for someone to understand me

For someone to love me for who I am

And for someone to take care of me

“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan

I'm so tired of trying, I just want it all to be over already

i just want to cry in the dark and hurt myself alone

“The moment you feel like you have to prove your worth to someone is the moment you absolutely and utterly have to walk away.”

— Alyssia Harris

I've learned to not look in mirrors.

I've learned to not look at photos.

I've learned to keep my disappointment to a minimum.

I don’t feel like I matter to anyone. I probably never did

I’m falling apart and honestly I don’t have the strength nor the energy to pick myself back up

I don’t want help. I don’t want to feel better. I want to fucking end it all.