Just Because I Carry It So Well… Doesn’t Mean It’s Not Heavy…

i got a thing for pushing people away when im at my lowest

I don’t feel like I matter to anyone. I probably never did

Wanting to be comforted by the person who hurt you is a different type of pain..

no matter how awesome things happen to me i always fall back right into the exact same fucking loop and i feel like shit and isolate

i just want to cry in the dark and hurt myself alone

Because you deserve to get back just as much of the love you pour into the world.

k.b. // you do

I really wanted things to be different this time.

Why do I always ruin everything?

All I want is for someone to understand me

For someone to love me for who I am

And for someone to take care of me