TW S3lf Harm

You want me to be happy? Put a gun to my head and pull the damn trigger.

This

I envy the hero’s who weren’t a coward and took their own life. I hope to make that list one day… 

Yes please.

can’t i just be hit by a car or something so i don’t have to kill myself

Haven’t been here for a long time, changed phones and App Store didn’t have tumblr for the Middle East store, I recently pulled some strings and got the app. No I don’t actively self harm anymore. Things aren’t the best but I’m trying xoxo

Ok but same.

sometimes i wish my scars on my left arm where much “worse”. Cause now my mom knows i sh and she would notice new scars. sh on other places never gives me the same release as on my left arm and I hate it.

I love my scars, they are part of me and my story, they are proof that I survived although it was not easy. I still have demons within me, but I hope there will come a time when I will be happy and free from it all. I'm not ashamed of my scars, I don't hide them, neither should you all either because everyone has a story they've struggled with, but it's proof that we're still here after that all. It is not others business and fuck their looks or comments.

now we got problems

i’m actively suicidal and i really can’t see why that’s a bad thing