Do You Still Think About People From Your Past

Ong

They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Well fuck you.

What doesn't kill me makes me want to kill myself, and trust me; someday i will.

Last night was one of the worst. I just couldn’t stop crying cuz somebody close to me almost died. Thankfully everything turned out fine in the end but it really took a toll on me. I couldn’t sleep so I tried reading a book but that just made me cry more. Life is hard innit </3

I don't think most people understand the urge to kill yourself every time you do something wrong

Fr tho

End of me // A Day To Remember

God, i feel like such a fucking burden. Why can’t i just shut up and deal with it myself.  i’m sure that no one wants to hear me whine about how fucking repulsive i am… i wish i could just stop being so fucking annoying.  i always do the same fucking shit of getting bad again every few months like an absolute fucking idiot and slitting myself all over and just. being so fucking disgusting. i’m sure that at this point everyone’s so fucking done of me complaining about it. i don’t even know why i bring it up… they’re clearly so fucking tired of me.

why wouldn’t they be?

jean rhys, good morning, midnight

[text: ‘What happened to you, what happened’ he says. ‘Something bad must have happened to make you like this.’ / ‘One thing? It wasn’t one thing. It took years. It was a slow process.’]

I can’t let a boy have so much control over my emotions and mood

Fuck, i’m so pathetic

never related so much.

Why does everyone I love fucking hurt me, its like im worthless to them