Xxsadist0nexx - Not Bad, Just The Worst ;)

really fucking hate the life that ive made for myself

this post hasn't left my mind since i've first saw it

Same (":

0 days clean,, once again,,

Id give up all the world to go back, before I fucked everything up...

But now that you hate me..

And its over

I just wanna hold you.

..I gotta try to live with the mistakes i made..

And im having a hard time living with myself today.... 💔

tw

why the fuck does it hurt so much in the shower

Me at night wondering how I fucked up my life so bad

I've tried it once and samee

you know what i find interesting? those stories about suicide survivors that say they realized every one of their problems could be solved without suicide as they were attempting (and obviously failed). they were glad to have failed, and use this to encourage others not to commit suicide.

but for me, i’ve personally attempted twice. I’ve only felt even sadder that I didn’t die. so yea, pretty much guaranteed that suicide is what it’s gonna be for me.

BAHAHAHAAAHAH ME

me at literally any minor inconvenience…

me: i want to kill myself

best friend: wtf?! why??

me: i spilled milk

best friend:…so clean it?

me: no, you don’t understand…i must die now

i hate how much i’ve shared with people. i want to take everything back