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fuckin hate getting triggered over stupid shit, causing to enter my ep even though it’s been there spreading—pulling me away from everything
Why am I still awake?
why bother when all they do is lie
Margaret Atwood, from The Blind Assassin
ok but how the fuck do you sleep at night knowing you hurt someone you claimed you loved
I can’t imagine a future. It feels as if I’m not meant to be here
I hate how one negative human interaction can send me into a full spiral
I'm not sensitive, I'm traumatized
sorry for documenting my suffering and delusions online do you still think im hot
— January 25, 1922 | Franz Kafka diaries
you can’t hurt me if I’m ✨gone✨
“you’re so distant” you literally made me feel like i wasn’t important
I just wanna be loved
I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow
sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal
Fuck suicide letters. I’ll leave you a suicide playlist.
I hope you think of me & it fucks you up
Fuck suicide letters. I’ll leave you a suicide playlist.
im actually really suffering mentally from exhaustion. no motivation to do anything no more, im empty.
How can one person be so numb and feel everything all at once?
I don’t want to be here anymore. I want my life to end.
just saw a post that said “when you lose the emotional attachment to them, you begin to realize how ordinary they are, and that it was your love and energy that made them unique” and i seriously don’t think i was ready for that