Ok But How The Fuck Do You Sleep At Night Knowing You Hurt Someone You Claimed You Loved

“you’re so distant” you literally made me feel like i wasn’t important

fuckin hate getting triggered over stupid shit, causing to enter my ep even though it’s been there spreading—pulling me away from everything

D.W. Winnicott

How can one person be so numb and feel everything all at once?

I don’t want to be here anymore. I want my life to end.

“Most days

I am a museum

of things I want to forget”

-E.E Scott

Take Care: Mothers, Daughters, and Inheriting Self-Hatred, Ella Wilson

doubting everyone's intentions because I was hurt the most and left by the people who said that they'd never do me like that.