Margaret Atwood, From The Blind Assassin

my toxic trait is that whenever something goes wrong I immediately start contemplating suicide

sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal

list of things im handling well currently

1.

having bpd feels like you're a pingpong ball being smacked around by your feelings

Sick, Jody Chan

Im getting worse hour by hour and nobody knows. And it should remain that way.

{ Mahmoud Darwish/ Virginia Woolf/ Edgar Allan Poe, from a Letter to Helen Whitman, "The Last Letters of Edgar Allan Poe to Sarah Helen Whitman"/ Albert Camus, The Possessed (transl. By O'Brien)/ Emily Dickinson/ Anton Chekhov, The Complete Works of Anton Chekhov "The Two Volodyas"/ Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes/ Louisa May Alcott, Little Women/ Yann Martel, Life of Pi/ Cameron Awkward-Rich, Meditations in an Emergency/ De profundis/ Oscar Wilde}