Prollymaia - Maia

im actually really suffering mentally from exhaustion. no motivation to do anything no more, im empty.

nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

I feel if I told ppl everything I've been through they wouldn't believe me cos it feels so dramatic

I hate how one negative human interaction can send me into a full spiral

my toxic trait is that whenever something goes wrong I immediately start contemplating suicide

sorry i was intense, sensitive and a crybaby, it will happen again

when i let my mind unravel, when i step deeper into the abyss, in times of such terrors, I stand gutsy knowing you would be there to assist me.

nocturne, excerpt from my journal

D.W. Winnicott