nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words
“you’re so distant” you literally made me feel like i wasn’t important
i hope you heal from what your parents obviously haven't healed from yet
— Albert Camus, The Possessed
I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow
this year has done nothing but pour salt in my wounds and create new ones. fuck 2023.
list of things im handling well currently
1.
I HATE when people tell me "just forget about your trauma" or "just get over it" or even "just be happy".
Like, how?? I get flashbacks everyday and sometimes multiple times a day.
How can someone "forget trauma"?
How can someone "get over trauma"?
How can someone "just be happy" over trauma"?
LIKE, FUCKING HOW???
It really annoys me and VERY triggering too.
Does anyone else get annoyed and triggered by that statement?