D.W. Winnicott

I feel like a broken plate. My shards are too sharp and i have shattered into a million pieces. The pieces are too small and can never be glued back together again.

“Most days

I am a museum

of things I want to forget”

-E.E Scott

I used to be so over-achieving when I was younger, but now I just feel like I cant do anywhere near as much. Its like after moving away from the trauma, even though I'm in a safer place now, I'm absolutely exhausted. While I was going through the abuse, I was able to achieve so much, and get everything done that I needed to and more. But now it seems like I've been weakened. I was capable of doing more, so how come I can't do it now?

Anyone else feeling this way?

list of things im handling well currently

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if you can’t handle me at my worst that’s understandable cause i can’t either