Me: This Hobby Or Piece Of Media Is So Comforting To Me

cannot be the only one who cannot bear to deny blathers the opportunity to infodump about fish I've played this game for years and I will always say yes please to facts

excited to have landlords in the sims so I can lock them in disgusting rooms until they die

just thinking about how funny it would be if the wizards in mismag hadn't heard of lord of the rings but then are like "oh yeah for sure!" to billie eilish

listening to the conclave arc of the wizard the witch and the wild one and just being unendingly impressed at ame's ability to not burst into tears every second of every scene

the anxiety I felt with adaine not having her top button done up was truly a secondary school moment I was hoping never to have to relive

I've been watching transplanar every time I feel overcome with despair about being trans (right now mostly in respect to the uk supreme court ruling last week, though it is a feeling I get a lot unfortunately) and like it's working but at what cost

I have like fifty posts (all unintelligible) about how adaine abernant makes me feel sat in my drafts and I also just spontaneously burst into tears earlier thinking about how I wish I could have preserved my rage like this silly little fictional character managed to. I want to be angry like adaine and bitter like adaine and mean like adaine and I want to punch my dad so hard he dies in a forest made of my worst nightmares and I wish I was angry at people other than myself right now

"do you ever fear that the kindness shown to you by your friends is a reflection of their character? our family did not love us. and perhaps there is some trait of us that made that easy" um yes I do actually bleem shut the fuck up

just thinking about jawbone saying "you're easy to love" to adaine at the end of sophomore year and sobbing what about it

I think I just cried and hyperventilated for one hour forty-eight minutes and twelve seconds and then immediately started the episode again