"do You Ever Fear That The Kindness Shown To You By Your Friends Is A Reflection Of Their Character?

worlds beyond number wbn the wizard the witch and the wild one wbn spoilers twtwatwo wwwo SOMEBODY HOLD ME even the bits where nothing is really happening I'm like just weeping?? just like ugly crying gasping failing to breathe I like actually can't put into words what this is doing to me forgot to say this is about worlds beyond number it's always about worlds beyond number at first it was mostly screaming crying throwing up about the kids at the cottage nif saying I think I'm about to turn 18 and I'll have not had a home I'M NOT OKAY I'M NOT OKAY nif ily so fucking much the character ever it's just so beautiful I'm like not coping and then of course all the mother stuff with steel came and punched me in the jaw and stole my teeth “put her in the corner” hi mum how are youuuu long time no seee love you tooooo <333 “this is a heart seeker curse” “it won't find it” EXCUSE ME??? will be taking the observant feat the next chance I get them immediately falling back into mother daughter I'm going to be sick it's too real and the immediate counterspell of the protection from evil and good nobody can do war crimes and then cry on your shoulder and you want to hug them and comfort them like a mother can istg why did you dare get complicated okay imma just be actually throwing up in the corner me and my mother issues cannot be dealing right now

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it's so fucking good worlds beyond number wbn the wizard the witch and the wild one wwwo currently homeless and therefore unable to fund a wbn patreon sub but once I'm housed istg it'll be over for you bitches I did cry for a while once I caught up (it only took like a week of constant listening waaaaa) as much as I love nuanced morally grey characters sometimes it's so good to just come across an unproblematically evil guy the wizard keen deserves piss in his eyes

dimension 20 d20 fantasy high sophomore year fhsy adaine o'shaughnessey someone tell me I'm easy to love right now please jawbone is my dad actually I truly don't have the words to explain how hard this rewatch of sophomore year has hit me you're easy to love brennan lee mulligan reparenting my ass through a werewolf screaming crying throwing up for reals okay but I've been thinking about this a lot and I'm so grateful I don't exist in a world with d&d spells emotional abuse was bad enough but if my parents had access to detect thoughts? or geas? command? it'd be over for me anyway you're easy to love I'm easy to love we're all easy to love I'm preparing to immediately start a s1 rewatch to make notes for writing an adaine fic I'm not obsessed you're obsessed

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dimension 20 fantasy high sophomore year and so do i dimension 20 fantasy high ow ow ow ow ow the years will go by and everyone will find someone that matters more to them than you is a fucking diabolical quote that makes my asexual arospec heart literally fall apart in agony riz gukgak my aroace bestie brennan you monster let's go down the line what's everyone afraid of? it's gorgug keep going is my phone lockscreen and has been for a solid three years now because it means so much to me it will be tattooed on my body one day I do not know why I was so easy to discard WHAT THE FUCK BRENNAN YOU MONSTER nah but really though ow the bad kids all need hugs right now

dnd dungeons and dragons d&d ttrpg zines ttrpgs zine making for anyone who is interested it's truly so random but here goes the tags rambles we're being brave today and sharing our opinions so I saw a tiktok (it was actually a reel but we move) of someone joking that as the barbarian in the party they seem to know their party members' abilities more than they do like they'll help out the wizard with what spells they have or have a statblock ready for the druid's wildshape and I was like huh this is cute and funny we love players supporting each other at the table and then people in the comments were mentioning that they use timers in their home games?? so like people have two minutes to figure out what they're going to do and do it otherwise they lose their turn and the round moves on and loads of people were going like “omg this is genius haha gonna do this myself” and like I cannot express how humiliating it would be for me if I was thinking and someone whips out a literal stopwatch and is like “go faster grr!!” I'm chronically ill and neurodivergent and mentally ill and all of my disabilities can affect my cognitive abilities meaning I can take longer to figure things out than other people or forget what I was doing or how to speak or whatever and it just got me thinking more generally as well about the obsession with efficiency in our current culture and how sad it made me that so many people are implementing such a humiliating tool of efficiency in their home games? with their friends? and like sure if everyone is consenting and happy with it fine but I just hate the idea of punishing disabled people for being disabled especially when so many of us use ttrpgs as an escape mechanism and a tool of fantasy like I do not want my high int wizard to have debilitating brain fog that's not part of the dream for me yk? anyway this is very random but I have been getting really into zine making this year it's a very fun creative outlet and I find it doesn't have as much as the pressure that other creative hobbies have had for me in the past we're sharing our opinions woo!! exposure is important in getting over fears and I hate that because it feels so icky!!