Doing Nanowrimo For The First Time This November And It's Actually Scary How Do People Do This

the duality of hozier fans

just thinking about jawbone saying "you're easy to love" to adaine at the end of sophomore year and sobbing what about it

my dad laughs at the opening verse of emily I'm sorry, every time shaking his head and saying that it doesn't make sense. that it doesn't mean anything. I don't know what "when I pointed out where the north star is she called me a fucking liar" really means or even if something can really mean anything besides everything but to me that line is about him. because every time I share facts about my special interests or even just elements of my experience as a trans person, as a queer person, as a disabled person, I'm told I'm wrong even though I know more about these things than he does. I point out the north star because I love space and I want him to love me the way I love space but he tells me I'm wrong

a fun drinking game

take a shot every time I whisper *out loud* alone "this is fucked up" while watching the arc 1 finale for the chaos protocol

some days I'm so chill with being disabled like fuck yeah my wheelchair is cool and then other days I'm in so much pain I can't sit upright for more than 30 minutes and I all I want to be able to do is knit, not fucking mountain climbing or surfing or being an astronaut or whatever just literally grandma activities and my body is like nah <333

dante namedropping left right and centre in inferno is so funny to me

xainan "even cowgirls get the blues" esch is a dissociative mood

jokes on the homophobic trad Christian grandmas out there

your arts of knitting, crocheting, sewing, embroidery, and all fiber arts are being claimed by the lgbtq community

me: this hobby or piece of media is so comforting to me

also me: *sobbing my eyes out about it nonstop*

it's day one of nanowrimo but it's also day one of mushrooms coming out in animal crossing so I'm conflicted