As if life just kept going, the world spinning, people laughed, talking, breathing –
... and you're standing in the middle of it, but motionless. Mute. Decoupled.
As if you were just a spectator of your own existence.
growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid
"everything will be alright" yeah maybe after I die
Cvts myself
Decided im done and bored
Why's this hurt im annoyed now
I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die
How do I stop existing without kms
I so badly want to absolutely cvt all over my arms but I had to go and tell one person and now they check my arms. You wanna help me? Let me freaking cvt
They say go to therapy
It'll help
Then why dose every therapy session end in me wanting to kill myself more
"Oh my fine!" Yeah please excuse me while I go did through my mother's medicine cabinet to collect pills and stick a pencil sharpener into my leg.
life fuxking sucks man he him/ I post shit about my horrid mental health. and write potery. general tw of my blog
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