They Say Go To Therapy
They say go to therapy
It'll help
Then why dose every therapy session end in me wanting to kill myself more
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Just a poem I wrote..
So let the winds carry my body,
To brighter places, where you might be,
Lift me up above the clouds
I’ll search all of Tennessee
I wish I didn’t have to unlove,
But know, in dreams, you’re still my dove
A love that never quite got to run
We walked, we crawled, and laid to rest under the sun
I wish I didn’t have to unlove
A bottomless black hole I see
Where nothing lives, and sadness feeds
A soul rotting into the other
Decomposing in the depths of eternity
In the vast darkness that entangles me
I’ll always remember you in the fall
That’s where it first began
I wish I didn’t have to unlove you at all.
In oceans deep, where the darkness grows
I’ve built a wall, a heart of stone
No whispering winds, no embers glow
I choose the dark, I walk alone
No visitors allowed
No exit to leave
What’s done is done
In solitude, I choose me
https://open.spotify.com/track/7nDXmx3FuyeX7FI7PFl2iX?si=zBZfsEEvTiiy12DaBF_7-w&pi=LLnJFW-LSC-78
Please excuse me while I struggle with major depressive disorder, post partum depressive disorder, low support asd, inattentive adhd, bpd, cptsd, multiple anxiety disorders, panic disorder, ocd, gender dysphoria, wanting to kms, cvutting myself, and thinking everything i do is wrong and everyone hates me
But im fine and here for you!!
First rule of fight club is please do not yell at me
the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed
I didn’t plan to be here so I don’t know how to be here
Yeah why im in so much pain i feel like im dying why not just be dying
Why isnt the suffocation from depression enough to kill me?
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life fuxking sucks man he him/ I post shit about my horrid mental health. and write potery. general tw of my blog
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