•★ I'm Gonna Cry, My Boyfriend Wants To Force Me To Eat Ice Cream With Him. He Said It's A Punishment

My sweet boy is $hing and I took his blades and told him to never do it and thought it's enough but he and his mom said I act like I don't care about him doing it at all when I actually do care. I care a lot. I just don't know what I should do. I should care more. I don't know why I can't show it... I feel like the worst girlfriend ever..

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BODY GOALS

•★ I want to listen to someone new. I'm looking for something similar to Mitski/ Alex g/ Lana Del Rey. I need music that will be melancholic in a good way, something that I can get attached to/ relate to. Any suggestions? ★•

•★ So I tried to throw up today again but after 20 minutes I only got rid of like 1/5 of that I ate. My family will make sure I eat during weekend but I thought that maybe I could throw up after every meal. Unfortunately it's not so easy... ★•

That's so real, I always write all my thoughts but never share them

•★I feel so fat and disgusting today. I ate three meals and it just feels so wrong. I'm starting fast tomorrow ★•

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Wish I didn't have to break it soon. Maybe he'll forget...

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