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•★ B0dy check from today. I'm not really satisfied... ★•

•★ I did 25 hours fast because I was forced to eat something but I spat most and threw up the rest. I've never done it before so I'm kinda proud of myself. Definitely will use it once more ★•

So real

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•★ I want to listen to someone new. I'm looking for something similar to Mitski/ Alex g/ Lana Del Rey. I need music that will be melancholic in a good way, something that I can get attached to/ relate to. Any suggestions? ★•

•★ I feel so unreal lately. Like it's not me and my life I'm living. I look at myself in the mirror and I feel like I'm looking at someone else. Or sometimes I can't even tell how I look like because every time I look at myself it's different. I do things and then I'm not sure if it really happened or I just told myself it did. ★•

••★ thrift store blessed me with this gorgeous belt today ★••

please, ignore my body.

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•★ started the fast a few hours ago, maybe I'll post b0dy check tomorrow. Love ya ★•

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I have these awful thoughts about eating. I'm scared I'll listen to them and eat and then feel guilty about it again.. ★•★•★•★•★•★•★•★•★

•★ I feel like the worst girlfriend on earth. Why do I always have to do everything wrong? Can't I just be a good girlfriend? Also I feel very disgusting today. I hate myself for eating so much... I don't know what to do. Maybe another fast will make me feel better or sth ★•

45 hours of fast and a binge right after coming back home... I feel disgusting