•★I feel so fat and disgusting today. I ate three meals and it just feels so wrong. I'm starting fast tomorrow ★•
•★ I weighted myself today and I'm 46kg. I was hoping for less... I'm still fasting so that's good. If I'll be forced to eat then I'll go throw up everything and go for a walk to burn some calories★•
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Todays body check. Idk what do I think. I was forced to eat so now I feel kinda disgusting. Tried to throw up but I couldn't... I just don't know
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45 hours of fast and a binge right after coming back home... I feel disgusting
•★ My mom gave me some of her old jelewery. It's silver, but I mostly wear gold. Do you think I should put it on tomorrow?? ★•
•★ Decided to post a b0dy check from yesterday bc why not ★•
BODY GOALS
Dream.
•★ started the fast a few hours ago, maybe I'll post b0dy check tomorrow. Love ya ★•
•★ I feel like the worst girlfriend on earth. Why do I always have to do everything wrong? Can't I just be a good girlfriend? Also I feel very disgusting today. I hate myself for eating so much... I don't know what to do. Maybe another fast will make me feel better or sth ★•
•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•