On Betrayal

I am NOT going to go down screaming FOR A NAP TIME I DIDN'T ASK FOR when you wouldn't let me sleep while I literally lit'rally lichrally litrelly lighterally was trying to figure out how to speak and finally

#cheshtakoro

#thaphorkhaba

#youjusthadtobebengali

#but that's okay if you don't get the joke because even though you don't/didn't need to I'll still hang out with you because I'm nice like that

Because that's what it's all about

I am ESL so I can't always communicate in a way that many of you find come very naturally to you. And I'm genuinely admirable of my self on the way my brain protects itself

I don't know if this will work for me, but as a friend to you who only wants to help hoist you out of the abyss you thought you were in alone, one of you accidentally slips because neither of you work out, and then you're both in the hole with no way of coming

My favourite pieces are the ones where I KNOW for a fact that I'll look back on years later not remembering what prompt I gave myself, and then being able to show it to someone who's really important to me at ✨ that time and no other time✨ and then we can improvise what I *possibly* meant at the

Finally learned to get high off my own supply. And I have all the resources for unlimited access now baybeeee #selffulfilling #financial #prophecy #but more importantly #DREAM <3

On learning to be happy

I was gonna write more but Labrinth rips too hard so now I just wanna 🌬️ and bop.

Because I can't stop sweating funny thoughts

I just didn't know how much practice I got being sad for 20 years straight... No wonder I find myself funny you fuckin loser

You had no one else to compare to do it's not technically your fault.

But hey look on the bright side! You ended up on

Welcome to my graveyard.

Here lay the people I gave more than an iota of attention to.

Because I chose to.

Unfortunately, some people think I need them when I'm depressed.

Because I have lost my power so much. And now you have too.

Thank goodness for both of us, me the most 🤙🏽✌🏽

Excited to finally start living and enjoying the city it's meant to be enjoyed.

Hope you all finally find some piece and quiet here.

I have 🖤

My head is a lot less noisy without you.

Sorry you weren't allowed to shine like you deserved. You did look amazing btw, I know it's hard to love yourself or even bear it sometimes.

At least you got to enjoy 7 days of it before they pulled the rug out from under you.

At least no one's holding a gun to your head anymore.

Guilt and fear will no longer win.

I know when I'm stinky

People call you a smelly cat

And what I'm feeding you (because you heard that I sucked and just wanted to check in)

And I said that I only do things that make you happy even when I just wanna SCREAM

But I don't, because unlike you and everybody else with all of your letters and degrees and diplomas, of which I have a few myself. They are no longer the armor I wear when I present myself. Because what I have now is way better than anything anyone else could have ever taught me

I used to think I couldn't say that I went to the school of hard knocks, but I think almost going to the brim and then sometimes coming back is still worth talking about.

At the end of the day, it's obviously working for him (and fortunately for me too!) #winsum#dimsum

Because he's not only my soul cat-e and shadow,

But he's the cutie idiot that wakes me up purring to see me. Not for food maybe like your pet(s), but because my simple existence brings him so much joy that it literally pours out of him like my sweat, tears and words.

Cos he knows I love sitting in the sun as much as him

But cos he knows we're always #better together

#animal magnetism #samesame #butdifferent #strongertogether

You always did know when to fold.

Read: he, himself.

AI is scary.

I for one welcome our robot overlords.

(At least that's what I want them to believe 😬)

It's crazy how you're not even in my top [however many ppl depending on the screen and resolution) anymore.

If I need to message you, I have to go looking for you. I usually try to scroll up and down so I don't have to type it in. Seems like too much effort.

But today I eventually had to because I had to tell you something and then move on with the rest of my day.

So wild. So quick.

One fell swoop