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sorry i didn’t answer your message im consumed by a grief that never leaves me and everything feels pointless and agonizing, i have nothing funny or uplifting to say and have spent my days sitting in a dark room grappling with a deep seated emptiness i cannot explain or fill, i hope you’re doing well though talk soon

Got reminded again of my old coworker who was a massive misogynist but also trans inclusive. Told me he believed trans women are indeed women because "only women would be stupid enough to want to be women"

I wonder what he's doing now

going on pinterest and commenting “hmm… i find this really.. pinteresting…!” on every single post i see

"dont smoke around your pets" okay well i dont even smoke im asthmatic. my dog smokes bc she needs to fucking chill sometimes and Yeah i light them for her Obviously bc she cant use a lighter. i dont get anyrhing out of this arrangment and i resent the implication. in fact shes giving ME secondhand smoke. so my question is why are you so hateful and jugemental and acting like an asshole to me making presumptions and shit about my life.

i must not kill myself . killing myself is the myself killer

how are you people alive.

one of the only things i hate about being on prozac is that i CANT FUCKING CRY. what if i need to sob, and this stupid thing that makes it so i can function in public makes me have to bottle my emotions like my dad.

(deep in my coal mine) huh. maybe canaries just do that.