Latest Posts by ayawqouhna - Page 2

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I feel like I am not enough and too much at the same time

how casually you haunt me

Yes

Fuck.

“She was saying goodbye and she didn’t even know it.”

— Markus Zusak 

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Things that take time & many tries to get right:

learning to be a good friend/partner

healing from depression, failures or heartbreak

becoming amazing at an art or skill

overcoming anxiety, insecurities and low body image

overcoming the need to isolate yourself

changing self-hating thoughts to kinder ones

making a real connection with someone

overcoming self-defeating and self-sabotaging thoughts

learning how to study effectively

finding a sense of stability and calmness at your core

quitting habits or addictions

leaving people and behaviours that turn you into the worst version of yourself

getting used to healthier coping mechanisms & mindsets that feel fake

treating yourself like you truly care about yourself

becoming the person you always wanted to be

Eh lol

I don't get jealous I get uninterested, they can have you

Tbh drunk me is just regular me but 2x as honest and 10x as horny

“I’m trying to be alone without feeling lonely.”

— Unknown (via perrfectly)

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might just start crawling on the cieling for fun

I keep on searching for reasons to keep going and finally I found it. It's to work hard so I can live in the countryside of Japan 🥺❣️

Fuck it

stay up late with me and tell me everything that’s on your mind

Please take me to Japan 🥺

“Love makes you weak. It distracts you from the important things. It can make you lose sight of the objective.”

— Jessica Khoury, Origin (via thoughtkick)

How can I miss someone I never met. I'll wait for you but please can you come sooner? Just please.

How can i miss someone I never met

Some people may often say they are there for you and you can be vulnerable with them and when you bare yourself, letting them settle beneath the layers of your chaotic mind, at times they are just clueless, absolutely unaware of how to deal with your (huge) mess. They simply can't p r o c e s s your thoughts and emotions. Perhaps that is why I write because no matter how good listeners humans turn out to be, they can never replace a blank sheet; an empty page of your diary that can contain all your insecurities, where you can stain every page with your overwhelming emotions and you can be as raw and reckless as you want to be. But I must not deny if you have someone you can turn to like you would rely on those empty spaces you spill with ink, if that someone waits for you and listens to you patiently, like the blank page that doesn't complain, then there is nothing more precious than that very soul in your life. Someone who can let you pour your storm, not just the mellow sweet whispers of your heart, when you explode and burst, they hold you, at your worst, that is what it means to have true love in your life. When you just go through all the phases together, not knowing why it hurts but all you know is that you have each other and so healing becomes easier.

— I want someone I can be vulnerable with;

our souls absolutely naked. // Sparkandashes (via tumblr)

Fuck

Call me selfish but I don’t want nobody to know you the same way I do

I just wanna be held and burrow my face into someone's neck and make cute little contented noises and hear them laugh when I refuse to leave their arms

Thanks 😭❣️

a friendly reminder :D

idk who needs to hear this today, but just a friendly reminder; if you’re scared that you might be faking something*, you are not faking it.

people who fake something know they’re faking it. 

since you’re worried that you might be faking it, and not confident in the fact that you actually are faking it, you are not faking.

hope this helped you as much as it helped me! :D

*this can apply to mental illness, neurodivergencies, sexuality, gender identity, etc.

1000 Picspams Challenge | #201 Archetype Inspirations | Cheerleader Girlfriends

The aesthetic bruh😩❣️

Soft

I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE

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Tonight, across the lunar marvel. Kin, Igei [金武町,伊芸区] Okinawa [沖縄], Japan June 5, 2020

𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖: 𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚣𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚛

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“Never apologize for burning too brightly or collapsing into yourself every night. That is how galaxies are made.”

— Unknown

Tumbler slapped me with the most painful truths but at least I know now. 💁🏻‍♀️

“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

Fuck.

“You can’t just touch my soul and leave.”

— i think too much

This hurts my feelings but thanks❣️

I know this isn’t something you want to hear, but I think it’s something you need to hear: sometimes someone’s inability to love you the right way is not their fault. If you are the first person to show someone pure, genuine love, they may not know how to reciprocate because they’ve never experienced it before. In turn, they may not know how to give it back. This doesn’t mean that it’s your job to teach them, that you have to tolerate it, or that you deserve it, but I’ve found it incredibly helpful in my own healing to understand that sometimes people aren’t hurting you or treating you poorly intentionally. Sometimes people will self sabotage good things because they don’t think they’re worthy of it. Sometimes they just don’t know what to do, so they ruin it, whether that be by running away, being disrespectful, or causing pain. Sometimes, people still have their own growing to do. Sometimes it has nothing to do with you, it’s just that you happened to be there in the collateral damage. I don’t say this to justify any of their bad actions, but to offer a different perspective that may aid you in forgiving and ultimately reaching your peace.

— alhwrites