The Aesthetic Bruh😩❣️

Giving her them slow strokes and moaning nasty shit in her ear cuz i wanna take her to heaven

Tbh drunk me is just regular me but 2x as honest and 10x as horny

This hurts my feelings but thanks❣️

I know this isn’t something you want to hear, but I think it’s something you need to hear: sometimes someone’s inability to love you the right way is not their fault. If you are the first person to show someone pure, genuine love, they may not know how to reciprocate because they’ve never experienced it before. In turn, they may not know how to give it back. This doesn’t mean that it’s your job to teach them, that you have to tolerate it, or that you deserve it, but I’ve found it incredibly helpful in my own healing to understand that sometimes people aren’t hurting you or treating you poorly intentionally. Sometimes people will self sabotage good things because they don’t think they’re worthy of it. Sometimes they just don’t know what to do, so they ruin it, whether that be by running away, being disrespectful, or causing pain. Sometimes, people still have their own growing to do. Sometimes it has nothing to do with you, it’s just that you happened to be there in the collateral damage. I don’t say this to justify any of their bad actions, but to offer a different perspective that may aid you in forgiving and ultimately reaching your peace.

— alhwrites

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One day, her faith will stumble, and she'll crawl through the black thickets where the Christians dare not travel. She will ask for me by name. She's separated from her god, believing it's because she is broken. When that day comes, I will tell her:

"darling, you are not broken. You're only as crooked as the rest of us."

And I will shelter her from the cold and cruelties of this world again. Even if she hurt my people, cut down my trees, and broke my spirit.

How can I miss someone I never met. I'll wait for you but please can you come sooner? Just please.

I keep on searching for reasons to keep going and finally I found it. It's to work hard so I can live in the countryside of Japan 🥺❣️

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“Never apologize for burning too brightly or collapsing into yourself every night. That is how galaxies are made.”

— Unknown

“When is the last time you’ve felt truly wanted? Has it been too long?”

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s.s. (stephenstilwell)

How can i miss someone I never met

Some people may often say they are there for you and you can be vulnerable with them and when you bare yourself, letting them settle beneath the layers of your chaotic mind, at times they are just clueless, absolutely unaware of how to deal with your (huge) mess. They simply can't p r o c e s s your thoughts and emotions. Perhaps that is why I write because no matter how good listeners humans turn out to be, they can never replace a blank sheet; an empty page of your diary that can contain all your insecurities, where you can stain every page with your overwhelming emotions and you can be as raw and reckless as you want to be. But I must not deny if you have someone you can turn to like you would rely on those empty spaces you spill with ink, if that someone waits for you and listens to you patiently, like the blank page that doesn't complain, then there is nothing more precious than that very soul in your life. Someone who can let you pour your storm, not just the mellow sweet whispers of your heart, when you explode and burst, they hold you, at your worst, that is what it means to have true love in your life. When you just go through all the phases together, not knowing why it hurts but all you know is that you have each other and so healing becomes easier.

— I want someone I can be vulnerable with;

our souls absolutely naked. // Sparkandashes (via tumblr)

Tumbler slapped me with the most painful truths but at least I know now. 💁🏻‍♀️