I Keep On Searching For Reasons To Keep Going And Finally I Found It. It's To Work Hard So I Can Live

“I cannot rid myself of the feeling that I’m not in the right place.”

— Franz Kafka (via thoughtkick)

How can I miss someone I never met. I'll wait for you but please can you come sooner? Just please.

Fuck it

stay up late with me and tell me everything that’s on your mind

This hurts my feelings but thanks❣️

I know this isn’t something you want to hear, but I think it’s something you need to hear: sometimes someone’s inability to love you the right way is not their fault. If you are the first person to show someone pure, genuine love, they may not know how to reciprocate because they’ve never experienced it before. In turn, they may not know how to give it back. This doesn’t mean that it’s your job to teach them, that you have to tolerate it, or that you deserve it, but I’ve found it incredibly helpful in my own healing to understand that sometimes people aren’t hurting you or treating you poorly intentionally. Sometimes people will self sabotage good things because they don’t think they’re worthy of it. Sometimes they just don’t know what to do, so they ruin it, whether that be by running away, being disrespectful, or causing pain. Sometimes, people still have their own growing to do. Sometimes it has nothing to do with you, it’s just that you happened to be there in the collateral damage. I don’t say this to justify any of their bad actions, but to offer a different perspective that may aid you in forgiving and ultimately reaching your peace.

— alhwrites

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One day, her faith will stumble, and she'll crawl through the black thickets where the Christians dare not travel. She will ask for me by name. She's separated from her god, believing it's because she is broken. When that day comes, I will tell her:

"darling, you are not broken. You're only as crooked as the rest of us."

And I will shelter her from the cold and cruelties of this world again. Even if she hurt my people, cut down my trees, and broke my spirit.

I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE

you will never get what you deserve if you stay with what you tolerate.

— alhwrites

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