March 27, 2025

march 27, 2025

“i am a good person,” i start. the entire crowd erupts into laughter. because they know it is a joke. they know who i truly am.

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february 10, 2025

come back soon. to the girl you destroyed.

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alizahawthorne

2 months ago

april 6, 2025

i’m so sick of sadness.

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alizahawthorne

5 months ago

january 29, 2025

you must’ve been mine for lifetimes. i must’ve taught you how to read, or ride a bike, or cook, or run. we must’ve met on the streets of ancient rome, or in passing jericho, or selling you a car in london, or teaching you to fight in sparta, or closing your tomb in egypt. i must’ve been your person every single lifetime.

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alizahawthorne

4 months ago

february 26, 2025

i have bookshelves of dreams. all dying to be the one i choose to live out.

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alizahawthorne

7 months ago

november 21, 2024

i’m losing myself. can’t you tell?

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alizahawthorne

2 months ago

april 16, 2025

i am completely fine cleaning up my own mess.

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alizahawthorne

3 months ago

march 7, 2025

i am terrified of failure. yet right now it is all i can produce.

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alizahawthorne

7 months ago

december 2, 2024

i’ve finally figured out what makes my life meaningful. it’s the color of leaves right before they fall, the quiet bliss after a friend leaves, the cool rain falling on my skin as i dance, the warmth of the sun wrapping around my body, and the feeling when a plane just takes off and you feel weightless. these are the things that i live for between grief and love and acceptance.

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alizahawthorne

7 months ago

november 22, 2024

the rage in me has made my humanity scarce. i will not be quiet about it.

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alizahawthorne

5 months ago

january 24, 2025

i feel you in the sun shining down on my shoulders. in the breeze in my hair. in the tears on my cheeks. in the iron in my blood. in the taste on my tongue. in the scratch on my left shoulder. in bit marks down my neck. in your initial hanging from a chain around my neck.

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