January 30, 2025

april 20, 2025

the higher i rise above it, the more my cynics sharpen their knives.

january 7, 2025

i am not just a feminist, i am a supporter of people.

february 7, 2025

what would’ve happend, if i didn’t walk into that bar? if i didn’t see your face? if you didn’t steal glances from across the room all night? if you didn’t walk up to me with your crooked smirk? if you didnt leave to get a rose from the convenience store 3 blocks down? if you didn’t ruin my life?

december 12, 2024

heaven is over now. the party got shut down. the amphitheater is empty. the bars deserted. usually so full of life but now; deathly silent. but they’re waiting.

october 22, 2024

i never knew the concept of forgiveness would be so hard to grasp. but now i know that i can hold a grudge like a child. and in that melodrama i am proud.

march 19, 2025

i wonder what 10 year old me would do if i told her that her best friend is actually the love of her life.

i would burn like a star just so you’d look at me

november 12, 2024

we were everything. everything.

my baby my baby my baby

yesterday i read the notes on a life

that had just barely counted as one lived

the girl was far too tainted to be a wife

but she was a girl with much love to give

she talked like a true contrarian

eternally antithetical girl 

then her opinions flew with the herons

to a much kinder and comforting world

with time her smile faded into the gray

and she went aimlessly through the motions 

she joined other wretched souls yesterday

her eulogy murmured by the ocean

i suppose she always hung by a thread

i would’ve hung onto each word she said