Why Do I Always Ruin Everything?

I really wanted things to be different this time.

“People think being alone makes you lonely, but I don’t think that’s true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.”

— Unknown (via thoughtkick)

I want to give up

Why is it so hard to listen to your brain and not your heart? It literally tries to give you warning after warning- and then you’re hurt when what it thought was going to happen, happens.

Trying to put on a front when my world is crumbling is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.