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so down bad i started writing a short story about the longing and despair that comes with being in love w a straight man
guys i really like this guy and he makes me like more nervous than any man has ever made me before and everytime we text i get like so nervous and giddy that like i just start impulsively doing jumping jacks and pushups is this normal pls type ues or no im hyperventilating
you KNOW a mf is fine shyt when they take their glasses off and you just stare with utter shock and awe bc youre so baffled of how scrumptious they look like OUUUHHHHH YES TAKE THEM GLASSES OFF AGAIN PRETTY BOY !!!
reminder that my page is NOT a safe space for niragi antis. if u absolutely despise him down to ur last molecule and think that everyone who likes him is a grapist or a freak then literally leave. i usually dgaf abt opinions but this is literally a niragi based page so if ur one of THOSE fans, dont interact w my page bc ur js gonna piss urself off dont call me dont come by my house do not come to my town.
me when i find my fans referencing my work on completely different websites (im crying i love yall so much HOW DO YALL EVEN FIND ME HELLO)
when the internalized homophobia lowkey hits while im looking at a guy i lowkey am crushing on so the garden shed intro just starts blasting in my head
alice in borderland s3 comes out on a day i have practice r u fucking kidding me. THE SHOW I DIDNT KMS FOR IS COMING OUT ON A DAY I HAVE FUCKING PRACTICE. IM SHOOTING SOMEONE R U FUCKING FR
ladies, ladies, one at a time.. //o_o//
thank you guys so much for all the attention ive been receiving on my work !! you guys are truly the best, all your kind words and your MANY kudos motivate me to keep working and try my hardest for all of you <3 i am forever grateful for all you ! UPDATES : i may be posting something for a more underground fandom that is NOT alice in borderland so if you'd be interested in reading different fandom work, check out bittersweet (AJ's poorly explained oc lore) on tiktok and let me know if you guys would read work related to them :)
why does aib3 have to be coming out in SEPTEMBER of all months it better land on a break or something bc why does it have to be during the busiest time of the year for me. no saturdays, marching rehearsal multiple times a week, football games (aka 4 hours of sitting with my snare watching our team lose 0-40 and get 23 injuries AGAIN.) i hope i can still binge bc im not accepting having to not binge watch the show i set back my suicide for.
yall sorry i havent been posting i lowkey started working on a new group of ocs that i have and im trying to make as much about them as i can before the motivation goes away. i am still going to continue making fics and posting the content will just be less frequent now :3
HIHIHI !! Sorry if this ask is sudden but I felt the itching necessity to introduce myself as a fellow (manga) Niragi kin + NiraShiya enjoyer (been in the fandom for a while but I just recently started writing fics)
It genuinely makes me so happy to see others having a similar interest as opposed to the “early” fandom where the ship & Niragi himself were considered no-no topics
Expect me in your inbox often !
- sincerely, schnitzel:)
AAAAAA ANOTHER NIRASHIYA LOVER AND NIRAGI KINNIE!!! STRAIGHT TO MY MOOTS U GO SCHNITZEL :3 !!
are parents js not parenting correctly anymore cuz tell me why i saw so many 8-9 year olds at the tyler concert dude when i was their age i would get my ass whooped for listening to a song w the word shit in it. how are they allowed to go to a tyler concert where a majority of the songs were abt sex :sob: HE PLAYED TRON CAT. AND TAMALE. AND STICKY OFC. AND JUDGE JUDY + gave a whole speech on safe sex. YALL NEED TO TAKE BETTER CARE OF YOUR KIDS...
got thrown into an aib rp server and just got reminded of the joys of rp who lowkey wanna try doing them reblog paragraph rp thingies w me if a few people say yes / drop smthn in my ask box ill post an RP tab to my comms / directory carrd
note rq that my muses r niragi and chishiya and im fine w doing either but id lowkey rlly like to experiment w niragi !
u can start w any character from the AIB universe but id prefer characters closely related to him !!
if u wanna do ship related stuff the rules follow my art AND my fic commission rules. (> view blog > directory and comms > main page)
tell me ur name and ur fav alice in borderland character and ill assign you an instrument tell me ur name and ur fav alice in borderland game and ill assign you a percussion instrument specifically
sorry for inactivity
work progression has been slow and i honestly js haven’t been doing too well. i’ve had a lot of trauma resurface recently and its been distracting me from getting anything done. ill get back to posting as soon as i can
I miss you pre-borderlands niragi😭
imagine...
an AU where somebody else played queen of hearts before arisu could get to it and they killed mira in rage so now they're all stuck in borderlands until their visas run out what do yall think would happen?
HI GAY BOY!!!
im gonna touch you next tuesday.
i really wish we got more of them :(( they wouldve been best buddies istg AUGHHHH WHYD HE HAVE TO DIE when kuina and usagi had to literally drag arisu away from him in the manga that shit HURT
when you think of smthn for later on in the fic but you cant put it in just yet so you just type it somewhere random in the doc
lowkey wanna try mini writing prompt related asks. (nirashia or aib related ofc) drop some ideas please i might not end up actually doing them i just wanna test the waters :3
if i see another fucking bottom niragi fic on ao3 where it's not cute its just niragi getting fucking raped im actually gonna crashout this is giving me war flashbacks to an old moot i had in 2023 who got cancelled bc her group was posting about how 'pre borderlands niragi would be so easy and fun to rape' and how 'hed just let it happen like a little crybaby' like whay the fuck is wrong w u and all of the fics are written in a like fetishistic way like idgaf what any of you say thats WEIRD. and then half the comments r praising the work and talking abt how goonable it was like god please go to therapy
HAPPY DBAY PSUHEEN !!!
WHICH ONE WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE MORE ?
please let me know !!! im leaning more towards the second option but i wanna know your guys opinion !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRITTNEY !!!
happy bday to one of my most talented moots ever !!!! i love your works and i hope you have a very amazing day <3 / @sharpsuite
when im highkey in love w bro but he has the most LETHAL face card ever and im just some dude teaching him piano and having to stare at his hands while i teach him for 30+ min a day is lowkey driving me insane
so like... who wanna give me some asks..
chishiya, arisu, and niragi - their effects on me as someone who experienced severe depression
chishiya’s little confession to arisu always fucking gets me. call me selfish little shit all you want but i relate to him, niragi, and arisu so much. that realization and my connection to these three led to the alteration of my brain chemistry that literally ended up saving me from committing suicide.
because he was actually so fucking real i don’t care what you guys say. i lived so much of my life depressed wondering what the fuck was wrong with me (being autistic and having emotionally abusive & neglectful parents did NOT help with this), and hearing him talk about being small-minded and jealous and being always afraid just hit home. i was so jealous of everyone around me who just hit every little thing in life like it was a home run because when you become depressed at 8 and it doesn’t go away for a LONG time you start to be so fucking pissed about people who celebrate their every move. i pitied it but in reality i was just jealous because they all had that little life in them, that HUMANITY that i never experienced.
niragis whole character hit home like crazy for me. because of my inability to fit in with others i was bullied a lot by my classmates and picked on for what felt like no reason at all. i was, of course, jealous (which i refused to admit) and it drove me insane. i started to become the person i never wanted to be because the hatred drove me so fucking crazy i started to think i either had something seriously wrong with me or they made something seriously wrong with me and either way i was going to revel in it because there would be no fixing for someone like me. niragi hit extremely hard for me during this time, call me psychopath or whatever the fuck but i seriously related so much. he was just like me and it was comforting because even though he was so terrible it made me feel less alone.
finally, ep 8 of s2 when it was flashing back to his father asking him what his purpose in life was with that DEPRESSING ASS SONG in the background while he sobbed saying he doesn’t deserve to live broke me. that was the last fucking straw. all my selfishness and jealousy and anger and HATRED for everyone else just crumbled down on me and i didn’t want to live anymore because i felt like a selfish waste of space. it hurt and it hurt BAD. it was like somebody just took a knife, stabbed me straight in the heart a twisted a full 360.
these were very relatable characters for me, and i know i seem like an asshole for it, i don’t care. thats what real mental illness and effects of neglect / bullying / discouragement / everything looks like. they genuinely make me sob every time i see them because they’re actually me i see them and suddenly im that same scared little boy again. to this day those fireworks are STILL my favorite thing in the world and they mean everything to me. that was the scene that convinced me not to do it.
